a long, long silence: real life, fandoms, e-drama, a ton of crap after months of nothing! weeeee!!

[forever_alone]

Hi everyone who's still on LJ and still bothering to read when they see the icon of a person who hasn't posted a single entry in nearly a full year! I haven't been here in so long, the site has changed a LOT and it seems to be a lot slower, too. I regret not posting for so long, by far the longest complete silence I've ever had on LJ. It was one

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[distorted_r]

Still here, Ironically, I was going to PM you this week and ask if you were okay. I pretty much assumed you were grieving since the last I heard of your grandmother, it sounded like she wasn't going to live much longer. :( I see so much of my future in you, or at least some aspects ( like my love for Norco and my dependence and love for my grandparents and the ultimate fucking reality that they will outlive me and leave me ALONE, even though I might be well off, but well off isn't shit if you are unhappy and you hate your parents and don't have any other family, and only a few friends.) IDK, some part of me hopes that maybe my boyfriend of three years will start turning into something serious, but then I actually have to show emotion and communicate on a regular basis like a normal person when my ways of showing affection are probably not the norm, and just even if I totally fall in love with him or something else, they'll never be like the family I'll eventually lose. Life is fun

[forever_alone]

I never got a chance to reply to this comment before I lost internet for several months, so I want to tell you now how much it means to me to read this. Out of everyone, you were the one person I was SURE would comment on my entry no matter how long it'd been since we last spoke. It may sound corny, but having that kind of faith in someone's loyalty is a rare thing for me, and I still appreciate your friendship even if I've been absent for such a great span of time. Thanks for being there. :)

[bishmanrock]

Still here! Although LJ is no longer bookmarked on my browser bar or my homepage like it used to be, so I only ever return when I remember about it. You're right though, the website feels like a ghost town now.

Glad to see you back anyway!

[lainevalentine]

I still lurk here occasionally. Bad times were had. You should look up Lone Star Circle of Care, its low cost. D:
Also, Russian? Really? IS THAT WHY I GET RUSSIAN SPAM BECAUSE WOW DB
also you're the second person I like who watches breaking bad. So I must give it a try.