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Temporary post for confirmation purposes...
Posting this just to confirm that this account belongs to the same person that runs the Dreamwidth account of the same name. :) Will delete this after I get confirmation of membership in the community over there. -
If you'd like to find me elsewhere...
It's legitimately painful to see this site so quiet and inactive, knowing how things used to be here. It's cool to see that a few of my friends are still posting here even semi-regularly though, so it isn't a total ghost town. I don't have plans right now to post regularly here again; I started a Wordpress blog but that's more about unpleasant IRL ( Read more... ) -
I want my friends back so badly that it physically hurts.
My resolve crumbles sometimes, as it has at this very moment, and I'm reminded that loneliness is second only to grief in being the most crushing weight we will bear as human beings. I dream of every single one of you, former friends, gone and lost and cast off. The bridges I did not burn outright I surely helped sabotage. But am I so undeserving ( Read more... ) -
a long, long silence: real life, fandoms, e-drama, a ton of crap after months of nothing! weeeee!!
Hi everyone who's still on LJ and still bothering to read when they see the icon of a person who hasn't posted a single entry in nearly a full year! I haven't been here in so long, the site has changed a LOT and it seems to be a lot slower, too. I regret not posting for so long, by far the longest complete silence I've ever had on LJ. It was one ( Read more... ) -
can't make no vows to a herd of cows
I swear to fucking god every single time I sign onto this site they've made more useless, irritating changes to it. It makes me want to stop coming here altogether, which is extremely upsetting ( Read more... ) -
I'm back I guess
I should finally actually make this post. I've been putting it off because it's fucking shitty to have to write this at all. But I have to come back eventually. I'm a terrible LJ friend to you guys. It's not nearly as easy as it used to be to write in this thing ( Read more... ) -
The Hunger Games
I've been wanting to read these books for ages since I've had dozens of people highly recommend them to me, and goddamn. I think I'm getting obsessed. Later today when I finish book 3 I'll have read the whole trilogy in 3-4 days. It's been fucking years since I've devoured books that quickly, or felt the need/desire to. To be honest they're not as ( Read more... ) -
Update. (WARNING: gross medical stuff follows!)
My grandma went back in for a second round of surgery on Wednesday, February 22nd, during which they took out and cleaned her knee replacement thing and put it back in. The damn thing was water-tight, and they still found a bunch of pus and blood and disgusting infected stuff inside it. This time when they finished the operation they put a wound ( Read more... ) -
where I've been...
Welp, this is my first post of 2012, and it's nearly March... At first depression was keeping me silent, and now there's just been so much going on that I've been afraid to post for fear of posting too soon, then having to come back later and read hopeful thoughts that will tear my heart apart later. You know those periods of time when a bunch of ( Read more... )
