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I have come to the realization that I like the person I have become. Your enemys are the ones who help you find yourself... and with that I have learned yet another lesson. I today kind of reminded myself of a couple people that I DO NOT want to be like. I could just sit here and type and type and type and explain why I dont like these people and ( Read more... )

Nothign going on, the 4th sucked, everyone was busy with eachother.... Mums taking me to a therapist... this oughta be interesting... I have come to the conclusion that next year after my surgerys and stuff, I am probably going to move to Jersey. But if anyone reads this dont tell my Mum, I dont want her to know yet, I am still only 97% sure. I ( Read more... )

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Last night for no reason I dreamt about Cindy. I was at Amandas Dads and then I came home and there were lots of people everywhere on the corner up the street from my house, it was a bunch of puerto ricans and guess who was with them... Cindy. And then we started talking and we went for a walk around the my neighborhood and we found ourselves at ( Read more... )

Sitting here in front of my computer ignoring the misery I should feel from other subjects, I focus on what I just saw. I read the letter to myself and as I herd each word, I herd it in her voice. She has found her center and I am extatic for her, even if it excludes me. I cant help but feel this sense of understanding, one that you only feel once ( Read more... )

Jessica just left. I love her so much, shes so great. I just have missed her so much, she hooks up with Shaun and then its as if nothing in the world matters but him and we havent talked in a long time, last night I had finally had it. There was a breaking moment upstairs as I was painting, what blake would call Emo time heh, and I just layed in ( Read more... )

I think I am going to start a new journal, Ill let you all know...

I want to feel free, I feel so free and so happy when I listen to Franz Ferdinand and The von bondies and Punk ska music, its so great. I dont know what it is but my worries and stress just go pfoot! I just love to Dayansh! I dunno maybe Im just a dork but I love Franz Ferdinand. It kind of makes things clear for me it makes me think better it ( Read more... )

Kristen is coverd in paint! Gnar.... I have no energy to paint my room, maybe I will later, I need to get it done. I think about those shows on TLC like while you were out and trading spaces and how they paint like a whole room in a couple hours and I think why cant I do that? Its because they are healthy! Fuckers! oye... I spray painted the ends ( Read more... )