I've lost everything now. The best thing in the world to me is pretty much gone. I feel like Im in the fucking dark, alone. That's sounds like some stupid emo shit but that's how I feel. FUCK 

It's been a few days but everything is a lot better now. My manager doesn't talk to me now but that's fine. He's an asshole. He told Angie the night they went out to eat at Waffle House that he was going to call me and talk to me about everything and apologize but of course he didn't and he didn't say a word to me at work the other day. He's a ( Read more... )

Im back already. This is the only thing I have to talk to and it makes me feel better for like a couple seconds. She still hasn't called. She's been eating with him for about an hour and a half or more. Im starting to worry if they went back to his house or went and rode around for a while...it's realllly making me worry. Fuck. She's still my girl ( Read more... )

A lot has just recently happened since the last time I posted in here. Thankfully no one looks at livejournal anymore and I can use this pretty much just for my own sake. Well let me get started...Saturday night Angie called me and told me that she wanted to be single for a while because she hasn't ever had that experience before. It hurt sooo bad ( Read more... )

Damn, Im so ready to not be treated like a kid anymore. I can't wait until I can actually start making decisions for myself...this is getting really old ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since I've posted anything on here lol. How's everyone doin'?

My cold air intake came today! Much better with performance. I can't wait to get that cam ...I only need 46 more bucks. But yea. I got a new screen name. It's S T 3 V 3 OOO. Everyone add it lol. Im still going to use DyingXcore sometimes too tho. But yea...I cut grass a lot today and then worked out and then installed that cold air intake in the ( Read more... )

My cold air intake for my car comes in tomorrow. Yay. And in about 2 weeks, I'll have a new stage 2 cam. YES! Anyone know of someone with a civic that wants to race in about a month...lemme know lol. But yea, Hewitts still gay and hasn't called me back so I gotta go again tomorrow and see about getting fuckin' registered. It sucks, but oh well. At ( Read more... )

Just got home a little while ago. I wish I didn't have to take Angie home. I wish she could just stay with me all night every night. We have the best times together foreal. It was awesome! Anyway, for anyone that is wondering still, the As I Lay Dying concert is Sep 1st. Everyone should go! It's going to kick ass. For anyone who doesn't know.... ( Read more... )

Same shit still going on. Which is about...nothing. Just hanging out being bored. Seeing Angie when I can...that part's not boring. Never is. But yea. I don't want school to start back, although I wanna be around more friends and I won't be able to waste all my gas then lol. I get to go and finally see Angie every day along with my other friends. ( Read more... )