Ok, so i have realised that i only write when i am angry. and that i am. i fucking hate my high school. its a pit. i just dont feel safe. shit is falling apart, cocky bastarts go around slamming people into lockers and even in them. what the fuck. i hate that i cant go to the college i want to. NOO. i have to s tay in state. bull pucks.

Fuck this place. I can't wait to get out of here. 10 months and IM GONE. I will never come back. All I need to do is just do really good on the SATs and im so gone. I hate my house. I can never have anytime alone. 6 fucking brothers and sisters in a 3 bedroom place, fuck that. I need to up the ante for xc too. I need to cut at least 2 minutes off ( Read more... )

Ok, So I'm switching back to this name because I didn't like the other one anymore. this is more fitting to how i feel. things were going well for a while, i even dyed my hair a color thats not black. but now its just all going down the drain. high school sucks. boys suck. girls are bitches. they can all burn.

Ok so its been a while, again. I've just been so busy. I've taken up cross country. I'm not doing so bad. Well I keep up with everyone anyway. Dylan is now talking to me on a daily basis again. He's even calling me. I'm shocked that he still is. Maybe he still likes me ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a few days...I'm still waiting for people to accutally ask me to add them...The only one so far was that chick from cuts of pain...I feel so damn cool.
Not much has been up lately. Just chillin. School starts wicked soon and I dread going back after what happened last year. Good Golly!

People like to start rumors with shit i write. So, if i like you, you can read my journal. just ask me.