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[forever_x_yourz]

Omg i just really have 2 write. I dont know whats goin on. I just feel so alone. So empty. Im really going through so much right now. Ive just been not showing it. Because of weed. But deep down its not helping. It just makes things 100x worse. Ugh. But what can u do when ur addicted? I dont have the time, patience, or nerves for therapy. I think

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[imnotworth_it]

olivia, are you fucking serious? i had no idea you were going through this much crap!!!!! i dont even know where to being, but here it goes. and please read it all olivia.
you are so not alone. do you have any idea how many people care about you, and love you? obviously not. there are tons and tons and tons of people who would give anything to make you happy.
i dont know what to say about the weed thing. i know its tough. when your addicted, theres not much you can do. i want you to try anything you can to stop. anything you hear me? dont smoke it anymore. just stop. its soooooo fucking hard, trust me i stopped before. and it was hell. but you can do it. you have the power and strength

[forever_x_yourz]

I LOVE U BRIAN JOHNATHON MACKEN!!! U have no idea...NO IDEA how much u help me. And how happy u make me. I love u i love u i love u! Thank u so much for that. That was what i needed. And coming from u, it made me feel so much better. Just... Thank u. I hope u realize how much that meant 2 me. I love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3Olivia

[princey_price]

OMG OLIVIA!!! You probably hate me, but i feel so horrible! That sucks. You have such a great life from what we all know. Your gorgeous, popular, everyone likes you, i just dont get it!!!!!!!!! If i can ever help you, you know im here hun! I think your an amazing girl and id be more than happy to help you with anything olivia! Stay strong. You can make it through ANYTHING. You have sooooo many people behind you, supporting you, every step of the way. Dont be afraid to come talk to me. Ill stop drop and run for you. I hope you can quit weed! Its not helping, and you know that. I love you olivia. Be tough, stand strong. I had noooo idea what was goin on!!!!!!!! Im so sorry, and i hope you feel better. I really do.
~^*Mellissa*^~

[forever_x_yourz]

Aw.... Mellissa!!!!!!!! I love u honey! Thank u 4 the compliments. And just thank u period. That helped alot. I thought u really hated me, and im sooo sorry 4 being mean 2 u. I was jealous. I thought u n Brian were gonna hook~up. Sorrrrrrryyyy!!!!!!!
I love Mellissa!!!
<3Olivia

Its jesicka!

[anonymous]

Oh my fucking god Olivia!!!!!! I love you 2 DEATH! I would give any fucking thing for you and that entry just ripped my heart out. Whats so horrible in your life??? I kow of nothing. I would die for your life. Your my best friend on this planet. You KNOW im here for you anytime you need me. Even if its 3 in the morning, you can come POUNDING of my door. Ill take the punishment from my parents, if it means bein there for you!!! I love you more than you could ever ever ever know. I am always here for you Olivia. I cant believe you thought i didnt care?? Thats shitttt. You need to come over, and get a night away from all the fuckin shit people and things are puttin you through because theres no way in hell you deserve it. I love you Olivia!!!!!!!!
Jesicka

Re: Its jesicka!

[forever_x_yourz]

JESICKA RULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U r gonna take over the planet 1 day. Ur so smart, so nice, thank u soooo fuckin much Jesicka! U r my best friend, and 2 know u really care just makes me love u 4098596764864609487x more. If possible. Heeeeheeeeeeeeeee! I am in love with u Jesicka! THANK*U*SO*SO*SO*MUCH. Im so glad 2 know i can come 2 u. Even at 3 in the morn, poundin at ur door! Lol i love u ur soooo funny and awesome! Love 2 Jesicka!!!
<3Olivia

[anonymous]

its cameron (the boy) im sorry baby i love you your hott sexy gorgeous everything and i hate seein you like this olivia you are the greatest friend ive ever had and i want you to be so happy and never sad it sucks call me we can talk and hang out i dont smoke but you know we can talk and ill always be here for you i love you olivia you are the best person in the world

[forever_x_yourz]

Awwwwwww Cam!!!!!!!! U r so fuckin awesome, i cant take it. I love u so much more then u could ever IMAGINE. I know i can count on u, and come 2 u with anythin. Thank u 4 bein there Cam. I love u 2 death. We have got 2 hang out soon, and im glad u dont smoke.-U still up for what u believe in and u dont let any1 bring u down. I admire u so much Cameron. I hope 2 be just like u someday. U needa teach me. Lol! Cameron, I just love u!!!!!!!
<3Olivia

[trueyouth]

Hey, uhm... we met once, a long time ago, (im brians friend..nicole) and im so sorry! :( i hope you start feeling better... we can talk anytime, i loved meeting you. your an awesome person. IM me sometime.. at iluvbrzilianboys. :) im here for you.. even though we only hungout once before, your awesome, and id like to help you out.
i loooove you!!!

[forever_x_yourz]

Aw, hey girl! Thanks!!!!! Its nice 2 know u really care! :-). Ur awesome 2! We have GOT 2 hangout soon. When r u goin bak 2 ur dads? Me, u, and Brian should hang out! Or just me and u.. cuz i live by ur dads. Lol. I had lots of fun that night we hungout! I havent talked 2 u since then. Its been a while. But ur SUCH a cool girl!!!!! Ur so nice, and caring, and LOL we just have 2 get 2gether again. I love u!!! I will IM u sometime!!! Add me?? Ill add u right now!
<3Olivia

[trueyouth]

haha, thanks...for the compliments. yessss.. we have to hangout again. of course ill add you. :) heh it looks like your feeling better. i hope you are. ?
;)

[forever_x_yourz]

Yah i feel alot better! Thanks 2 u n all of my other friends! Ur welcome. And thanks once again darlin*.
<3Olivia