Hey guyz. Just a update on watz goin on l8ely. I dun no if ne of u guyz have read sum of the commentz i got on the last entry or nething but my "old frienz" were really mean 2 meh and juss so u no...
me n brian gave it a nother shot as frienz.  we didnt fite much but we didnt hang out really.
jes and i were gunna hang out a few tiemz but that nevr ( Read more... )

Hey baybayz!!! Long long long time eh? Well i was juss lookin thru sum old commentz n journalz n stuffz ~n~ i totally missed mine and i looked at the fights my journal entries brought along LMAOZ!!! Its soooo funni u should all take a look! Weve cum aloooong way from thos immature beginnig-of-high-school fights, in just a few months! HEHEHEH I ( Read more... )

Hey beeeetchez!!! Lol ok so life w/meh is kind of EHHHHHHH tippy. I still feel as if i still have feelingz 4 Brian. I still get jitterz when i pass him in the hall. I clam up when im lke 10 ft. away from him. Its insssaaaane ~n~ i dun no wat 2 do about it. He totally dont lke me n i feel like im just makin my life more miserable then it could be ( Read more... )

Life is tough stuff. Im like madly in love with Brian and it hurts so bad, cuz he hates me more than words can say! I just hate it. I hate seeing him evryday at school knowing hes dreaming about some other girl, that probably DESERVES him. Im such a loser. I screwed up big time. *Sorry Brian* I love you. <3<3<3LoveLoveLove<3<3<3
Anyways.... Cameron ( Read more... )

Dude so like, ME+BRIAN=NO~MORE!!! We r officially over so stop askin wats goin on w/us! WE R OVER!!!  SO SHUT UR YAPS. Im sick of hearin "What? Brians hott, Brians sexii, Brians kewl, Brians so awesome, Brians perfect" NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!! Hes a drug addict, hez a POTHEAD, he gets drunk every~weekend. Hes horrible. Hes a horrible influence on me ( Read more... )

Dude like i dun no wats goin on but im having so many 2nd thoughts about this. I love him so vurry muches but it feels so wrong ya no? It completely feels like we should just be BFFS or sumthin!!!!!!!!!! I dont no but i hate this. I get so attached 2 like the purrrrfect guy n then this shit just makes me feel like im makin a big big mistake. I cant ( Read more... )

Oh*mY*gOOdnesS* where 2 being? Im feelin sooo much better THANK U ALL!!! U R ALL SO FUCKIN GREAT N I LUV U GUYS!!!!!!! Things w/me n Brian are SOOOOOOOO good. Im so happy u have no idea. AAAH he makes me horny just thinkin about him. Lol so true. School still sucks n its alot of stress but hey thats school and i cant do a damn thing about it so im ( Read more... )

Omg i just really have 2 write. I dont know whats goin on. I just feel so alone. So empty. Im really going through so much right now. Ive just been not showing it. Because of weed. But deep down its not helping. It just makes things 100x worse. Ugh. But what can u do when ur addicted? I dont have the time, patience, or nerves for therapy. I think ( Read more... )

Is it over? Over before it even began? I dont want it to be. We can make it work. Baby your all that i want, when your lying here in my arms, finding it hard to believe were in heaven. Love is all that i need, and i found it there in your heart, it isnt too hard to see, were in heaven. Were in heaven.   I love u Brian. And i dont want us to be over ( Read more... )

Oh*my*gosh u guys! Im going out with BRIAN MACKEN. Only the sex*iest guy on this friggin planet. And hes ALL MINE. Im going 2 his house in a minute.

Weed+Sex=Love.

Me*and*Brian are going 2 get high and have sex.
"now thats love."

YES IT IS. Its love for us.

Im never letting Brian dump me. NO WAY.

Olivia Macken.  Damn it sounds so perfect.

Love Love Love ( Read more... )