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May 04, 2005 10:10

there comes a point in life when you feel like nothing is ever stable anymore. i dont really know whats going to happen next...or what to do about it for that matter. it sucks when you find out things that really upset you. it sucks when you think you have people there for you 1000% of the time and when it comes down to it they are to selfish to ( Read more... )

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a__rod May 5 2005, 03:40:54 UTC
yeah about that part......>it sucks when you think you have people there for you 1000% of the time and when it comes down to it they are to selfish to realize that you need someone to be there. i want someone there to tell me it will be ok. i want someones shoulder to cry on. and yet the people i thought would be .. arent.<....... i most def. feel that way too. i thought we were best friends, and i still love u to death and i would do anything for you, but lately it seems like u dont give a SHIT about me.. like AT ALL. you can never come through with doin somethin w me outside of school anymore.. u always have to be with everryonnne else it seems like. i mean maybe im goin crazy,.. i just was gunna tell u bc i have been REALLLLLLLLLY upset about this.. just seems like u r ditchin me or not wanting to hang out with me or just not caring lately. it def. makes me think.. cuz it doesnt feel like we are best friends anymore. but im really sorry about chris's cousin, thats so sad. i hope yall had fun tonight and stuff. but ill talk to u ( ... )

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a__rod May 5 2005, 23:25:21 UTC
i think that was really shitty what u said to me in that text mess. and i also think its really shitty to not answer your phone when i called. i just want you to tell me how i have treated u badly our whole friendship. u have changed since spring break, so maybe since then. but yeah were def. not best friends anymore, at least thats what ur text mess. seemed like. but whenever u wanna talk about it (if u even care at all) u can call me or answer ur phone when i call u.

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a__rod May 8 2005, 01:21:54 UTC
haha or even maybe just grow up a little bit lauren and talk to her and not be so stupid like a little girl and not say anything to amy. that so stupid. if you are gonna say she has been a "bad friend" then talk to her and tell her, not just other people that you know will tell her. if you need to say soemthing to her or about her go to her face and tell her and stop acting so immature about this whole thing. i think she has treated you like a " best freind" should be treated... you just need to look at what you have done to her... youre the one whose been mean and a "bad friend" so check yourself and stop being so damn immature about this. BE A BIG GIRL LAUREN!!!!!!!!!!

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a__rod May 11 2005, 04:32:28 UTC
whoaa who is this?

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anonymous May 11 2005, 03:44:22 UTC
I dont see how people can be so immature..we are in high school, all of you get over it! live life! If you put aside the drama yall are all great people, i love both of you, but its getting ridiculous. We only have one year left, so make it the best.

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a__rod May 11 2005, 04:35:24 UTC
i am now. im over it. i dont give a shit. i found out from one of her drunk friends why she hates me now.. so now i just laugh cuz its bullshit and if shes gunna throw our friendship away on some bullshit that she wont talk to me about and still talk shit behind my back..then who needs her? not i. im not gunna be the immature bitch in this situation . i dont have a prob with her. i dont give a damn. i still love her to death. when shes ready to grow up and talk to me about it. then i will. until then.. i have other friends.

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wingsxonxfire May 12 2005, 00:58:24 UTC
Lauren! it's Jennifer. add me!

and I'm always here for you, you know that!

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foreverand_aday May 12 2005, 01:04:46 UTC
hmm...lets talk about immature shall we? apparently thats the cool thing to do these days. if yall want to talk immature...try talking on livejournal ( you can at least leave your name), or calling me 1000 times, or even trying to put me down to make yourself feel better. im sick of this. i told amy i would talk when i calmed down. and all of these crap is makin me mad. i love amy. i always will. just because we are going a rough time doesnt mean i wont talk to her again. let me calm down. and if you have something to say... say it to my face. ( no im not talking to amy on that )

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