I find it hilarious that 5 out of 7 of the sales floor went to Taco Bell, and it was all unplanned. :D

Life could not get any better than this. :)

I do not like this transitional period in my life. Nor do I like finding love that is not mutual. I don't know where I am going, but I will find my way.

I want to be a Geisha.

So, it's been a while. However, things aren't really that different. I live with my dad now in Fultondale, which is difficult, but I'm assuming more responsibility which was the initial goal. The doctor put me on appetite suppressants, which make me really hyper, but they work, so that's good. I'm job hunting, but right now I'm working at Full Moon ( Read more... )

So it's 2AM, and I feel like calling you. Whether you're awake or not, I do not know, but I do know that I miss you. I miss summer days playing in the water with the sun beating down on us. I miss you being happy, and the laughter. I love you, and I don't really know what definitions that encompasses, but it rings true, still. I never left you, and ( Read more... )

Jeska lay breathing heavily on the bed, her will to bargain was all but forgotten long hours ago. She can't remember her life before this house. Nothing beyond the paint that chipped on the blue double doors as they leave, or the incessant shouting in unknown languages. She learned to roll over or beg at the snap of the gentlemen's fingers. In the ( Read more... )

This place is like a familiar stranger. Someone you know, or knew, but have long forgotten. I used to spend hours and days on this site, spilling my dreams and hopes, wants and needs. Now they all seem irrelevant, not to mention far away. I'm twenty years old and so far from where I want to be, I almost see no point in trying to reach my goals, ( Read more... )

I've forgotten how to say, "I need you." Because I do, but something happened along the way, and I've become so cold. I just live second to second, which is not really living. My life is going nowhere, so I have decided that tomorrow I will decorate this whole apartment for Christmas, and hope it will lift me out of this funk I can't seem to escape ( Read more... )

Every time I turn around, my life is turning to shit more and more. I just don't get why things can't ever work out for me. Do you know?