*I quit smoking cigarettes. Yes, that's right, I QUIT!! Woo Hoo ( Read more... )

Recently I have come to the realization that nothing works out exactly as you plan and things aren't always what they seem. Growing up I had this image, this image of my life and the people in it. Always questioning myself and my capability of being loved. I always felt I wasn't good enough, even for the people who are supposed to love and care for ( Read more... )

i started a new job and i love it! i get to see cute little animals all day long! i'm enjoying my receptionist duties and that makes me so happy! i work with all women, which is interesting at times...but it's still fun. i've fallen in love with this stray cat that they found a few weeks ago and now i'm trying to talk anthony into letting me bring ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB! YAY!!! I'm so incredibly happy! I got the exact type of job I've wanted and I just can't wait! I'll be working the hours I want and making enough money to pay all my bills...it'll be great! So, I guess sometimes things really do work out...

i hate money. it's the only thing anthony and i have really argued about since moving in together. it's such a shitty topic. we both owe money all over the place. and he's lucky he's making money, but i'm barely making any. and it's to the point where neither of us are exactly sure what to do about. there's a few different options and which one to ( Read more... )

the other day i recieved a voicemail that just made my week! maybe even month! it was a voicemail telling me not think i've been forgotten because i havent!!! awwww...randy's so nice!!! it made me smile and lightened my heart a little bit. it's always nice to hear things like that. it made me feel really good. i'm always thinking that nobody really ( Read more... )

i'm no longer a teenager! awesome! yesterday was my birthday and it was overall really good. saturday, anthony took me to get a couples massage. we had an hour long massage together and man was that awesome! he's so cute! talk about the perfect present! then, for my birthday we went to the detroit zoo and that was way cool! then we came home and ( Read more... )

i was sitting here in my living room, by myself, looking at pictures of some of my friends on facebook. and now i find myself feeling sad and thinking too deeply. i just can't help but be jealous and envious of people who have a close group of friends. i'm looking at pictures of some girls all out at the bar...multiple nights...having fun together ( Read more... )

i can't even begin to explain how different my life has become. i'm basically a house wife. when i'm not at work i'm doing dishes, laundry, cleaning the bathroom, folding clothes, and washing mirrors and windows. WTF?!? haha!! i wait for anthony to get home from work and then i usually cook dinner. then we sit together, discuss the day, watch some ( Read more... )

so, i haven't updated in a long time because i've been at home with a crappy computer whose internet is slow as shit. being at home well...sucked. i was away from anthony and unhappy with my parents. they like to remind me every other day about my failure at college. right...like I DON'T KNOW! i only had a few people to hang out with and they ( Read more... )