i hate being so out of everything. when there's no apparent solution.

ps. i don't understand one bit of myself.

i'm making plans to wake up on the beach.

And even though the moment's passed me by
I still cant turn away
'Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Get tossed along the wayAnd letters that you never meant to send ( Read more... )

is it bad if i'd rather jump from place to place and never really settle down in life? it seems that short-lived experiences hold much better in one's memory than if too much of a good thing leads to people getting sick of each other. sure, you'll end up missing it, but at least it's a bittersweet situation and the memories were good ones. i'd love ( Read more... )

these words have no manners -- they come to me at night when i am trying to sleep (and shake me violently, like it's the end of the world or something)...

i have a LOT of things to think about/over.

apparently it's that time of month. fuck everything.

and ps- why the fuck is the heater in my room on full blast. and why the fuck is there no way for me to turn it off.

things are too fucking weird.

please remind me not to get involved in a relationship any time soon. thank you.

i'm growing up, moving on, getting over some things. sure it was elementary, but what else was i supposed to do. it's not really worth holding onto it, it's pretty much useless and it's not going anywhere. sure, it was fun way back when, and in my childish mind it seemed all too possible. we've lost touch and there's no going back to the way things ( Read more... )