good goodbye, lovely time.
good goodbye, tinsel shine.
good goodbye, i'll be fine.
good goodbye, good goodnight.

autumn is finally here, i'm freezing my ass off just sitting here w/ the window open.

so long sweet childhood, to think that so much has actually passed me by.

i could say that i don't miss it, but that would be lying.

why do some people have to be so fucking overdramatic and bring the rest of us down with them?

I shouldn't be hard to find...
I'll be the one with my big mouth moving;
my big words, saying nothing.
I hope you know it's not my father's fault I'm such a bore,
and so afraid of everything...

I'm keeping inside; living in my mind;
hoping that the telephone don't ring
with, "It's all right... pain is universal, babyand worrying about what I' ( Read more... )

colllllllege!! fuck yeah!

dorm life + city life.
no stars, just the city lights.
no cars to drive on our own, just legs and trains.
no need to go to bed early, we'll sleep when we're dead.
leave the door open, you never know who else is wandering.
beautiful days, perfect nights.
new people, fresh relationships.
new environment, new experiences, new fun.

fuck, i love it

2 nights, and one day left in town. i'm so excited to get out of here. i've become quite sick of living with my family in the past few weeks and getting away is the perfect antidote. although saying that i am not nervous or a bit scared would be lying through my teeth. yes, i'm fucking scared as shit. i've already said a bunch of hard goodbyes, but ( Read more... )

wow, found some old pictures, and realized how much of a pimp i was...

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hello all you livejournal followers and friends alike. tonight was the shizzy, spending time on a beautiful night with beautiful people doing beautiful things. one more week in little old barrington. i'm excited, nervous, apprehensive, and ready to move on, all at the same time. here's to my last week, and living it up to the most, and to a ( Read more... )