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[foreverfindsme]

i thought that this was a feeling i wouldn't have to become familiar with again for awhile. now that the only thing certain is that i'm at a loss, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say, and i don't know where to go from here. i guess that i should have predicted this, right? nothing can be as good as it seems, nothing is perfect,

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Love me.

[eyelashesofmine]

As in any good fairy tale, the two protagonists must face a conflict. What's a good story if there's no rising and falling action? No conflict and climax? No solution? I blame my over analytical nature for such. You and I are one and the same, so know that I refuse to give in because of one little thing. Don't be empty, don't be lost, don't be confused, and please don't be in pain over me. Knowing that I'm the direct cause of everything wrong with this moment is killing me from the inside out...whether you believe me or not, whether you trust me that this is all on me or not, whether you want to give up or not....know that I love you. So love me.

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[foreverfindsme]

you're right. but i am not going to give up, if you believe anything i've ever told you then believe that please. and, i don't believe that it's all on you, i just don't. i mainly do not understand how a few hours of awkwardness can cause you to question your love for me, now you're speaking as though you only love me as a friend, i don't understand. before you spoke of how strongly you felt, how happy i made you, and a few hours changed all of that? whenever you have it figured out then please tell me, because right now, this is hell.