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ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!!!!
HE'S IN!!! Jon is now in the United States Air Force. He leaves in May i think, he is going in as Aircraft Armorment! YES YES YES! I am so happy, i could cry, but i wont, that would just go over all kinds of wrong. Apparently some of my old friends think that i am the scum of the earth, that's fine, i have people who think less of me that they ever ( Read more... ) -
What a day..........
First of all YES jen, we are going to partectorate(the drunk should not type), I do want to take you with. I am currently retarded, the good news is I am walking, bad news is, my heart is torn in two. If anyone didn't already know, the number of fucking insaine men in my life is now up to eight. I wont sleep with any of them, so now I am a whore. I ( Read more... ) -
DRUNK>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>AGAIN>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
It feels so good to be bllitzed again. Traci and I are fucikin drunkkkk. I should lay down, but when i close my eyes, there he is. this time he was bathed in the most radiant blue light, I could hear the waves crashing on the reif. One moment it was as if I was staring into nothingness, then, there he was. head lowered looking up at with heat ( Read more... ) -
U KNOW U MISS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OVER IT! you know you miss me just as much as i miss you. Just get over it and call me. You know you want to. I can help you, even if it's just to listen to you while you talk. I was always there for you, I always listened even when i needed someone to listen to me. Just call me. I will not judge or upset you. I miss you and I think you might ( Read more... ) -
Wow, this is different.....
well yesterday instead of getting off work at 11am with everyone else, cleve and I were ask to stay. Ace got all pissed off because I was supposed to help him, fuck him. Today was actually really fun. I got to see Adena for the first time in four months. she is doing well. I got to see a shit load of friends i haven't seen in for ever. it was great ( Read more... ) -
That's what dreams are made of!
WOW! I had the most incredible dream. You know the kind were you get to go back and change something. well, i was allowed to go back to a time with in the last year and change anything i wanted. It was incredible, I went through two day knowing exactly what everyone was going to do and say, all at once I was standing on my back porch with someone ( Read more... ) -
I am a poet again...
I found my muse once again, or it found me, either way i am writing again. for the inner most thoughts of your truely see---female_in_me------ no laughing, but thoughts are always welcome, and by all means if one inspires you please continue the poem, or thought ( Read more... ) -
Hello!!!!!!!!!?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to let everyone know that I am still breathing and I hope you guys are doing well. I am currently sick and want to die. other than that my life still sucks. Well mostly just the parts of my life that envole males. -
What can I do???????????????????????????????
MONEY, that is the problem. There is never enough. those who have it dont share and those of us who can not feed ourselves are the first ones to give away what we have ( Read more... ) -
i am still here....
tired as always, but i am still breathing.....love for everyone.........