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BLURB......
I still feel like im invading his space when his blood include me as if I belong to them. i love them all dearly but i do not want to cause any kind of friction for any of them. i wanted to take them all to see their grandma....that would be overstepping, so i was going to have them drop me off and pic him up and the family go visit her. that would ( Read more... ) -
SO TIRED............
I am so lost...i lost my dad on January 30th...lost my uncle 2 days ago...my mother is ill...another uncle is having a liver surgery...he doesnt sound very good. My family is falling the hell apart...my friends are all either fighting or seperating..i just found out that my adopted nephew has diabeties...my son lost his left leg....i cant find my ( Read more... ) -
FUCKING COLD!!!!
It was 14 degrees this morning, i am freezing my ass off. I hope that everyone is doing great. I miss you all very much and I am reminding you all, just because I dont get to talk to you doesn't mean I dont care. Thanks for the emails. Giving advice threw emails is kinda wierd, but I am extremely happy to know I haven't lost my touch. Well I have ( Read more... ) -
HELLO
I am just writing to say hello to a few new friends i have aquired. -
What fun I had today.....
Once again I prove that I am a fair mechanic. Erin(friend from work) ask me to come by after work and check out her car. He brake pad somehow froze to the rotar/ it was so funny. I didn't even have to get dirty. THAT IS NEW FOR ME. I went threw the yellow pages on line last night looking for my best friend from high school. I haven't seen him ( Read more... ) -
I LOATH CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No really I loath Christmas, I hate this time of year. Everyone and every family have those few months out of the year that is when all the bad things happen, the cursed months. Well mine are JAN-MARCH. Suicide is the one thing that keeps me going. The hopes and dreams that one day i will find the perfect way to end it all and take the whole planet ( Read more... ) -
What a night...
As most of you know I am a workaholic. I just spent the last three nights working 9pm to almost 7am because of the holidays. Well we pulled an 12 hour shift then I still managed to unload out holiday truck. Fuck that, next time he is going to have to pay me more ( Read more... ) -
PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANYONE INTERESTED IN LAUGHING AT ME AND KRIS THERE ARE PICTURES IN THE GALLERIES. SHE IS PROBABLY GOING TO KILL ME. BUT SHE LOOKS GREAT!!! EVERYONE NEEDS TO COMENT ON THE HOTNESS OF KRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!! -
This is wierd
Alright, I really just want to vent for a second. I am thinking of someone who I really dont want to even cross my mind. He is really sexy and very sweet and was my best friend. Well he hates me now, but I just want some one to tell me that he's alright and doing good. I just need to hear that he's alright. I don't deserve his friendship, but he ( Read more... ) -
WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING????
ALRIGHT, I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE WHO ARE PRETTY MAD AT ME. WELL I AM SO SORRY, BUT I AM TRING TO DO THE RIGHT THING FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS NO IDEA WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT ( Read more... )