I am somewhat back to being online. I don't know if I will start posting regularly again or not. I just got through a bout of depression and of trying to rip everything up in my life. ekk! I think that I am balacing out a little bit but I'm not exactly sure so I'm not holding my breath. Things got pretty bad toward Master too. But this weekend ( Read more... )

Yeah the subject line is right. I have had a very, very bad day. I truly just want to curl up in my bed and read a book and fall asleep that way.

It started off with having to take an older woman to a near by city (20 miles away) to a craft store she stayed in for 3 hours! Granted I purchased some scrapbooking material, but it was far, far too long ( Read more... )

To me, M/s can only be done in a absolute way. You either are completely a slave, or your simply not. There's no gray to it. Those in the act of surrendering into becoming a slave, they are still on the submissive side. I am not saying that there is anything wrong with being a submissive. I'm also not saying that there is nothing wrong with people ( Read more... )

Of course when you go to post something that was written by someone else you can not remember who wrote it so that you could accredit it to them. :( . isn't that how it always goes though. I'm posting this because I love it, as well as I need to remember it in my day to day life in keeping my mind and my self focused on what matters ( Read more... )

Last night I was so nervous in calling my Master. I sat at my computer thinking of how nice and enjoyable it is that after all this time i still do occasionally get sweaty palms and feel like I could pass out at any moment. Whereas the feelings themselves may not be so pleasant, the reasoning as to why I am that way sure is ( Read more... )

*sighs deeply* Tomorrow is Friday and yet again what lays before me is another very busy weekend. I am going to be going to the far directional points of my state, north and south and east and west in the coming weekend. I'm going to be traveling so much! But I am sure that it will be a ton of fun and be a blast of a time! So I'm looking forward to ( Read more... )

I'm bored and stuff so I decided to write a rambling post. The movie The Firm is playing in the background so that I won't feel so very alone. I've been so very busy as of late that is leaving me absolutely exhausted and tired. I went to bed at 10:00 last night and I didn't wake up until 10:00 again today!! That's very early as well as very late ( Read more... )

And so today begins five days of total chaos. From different practices, to different ceremonies, to taking a night vacation to a place that I've always wanted to go, beginning tonight is the long train of memorable events that will be with me for the rest of my life :) . I am greatly excited, yet also sad. I have been looking forward to these ( Read more... )

I had a lovely day today, or for the 5th of June. I finished up my shopping for everything that I need for this coming weekend. And when I came back I took a blanket outside and laid out in the sun sunbathing for a little bit. Oh the sun felt so good on my skin. I think I may do it again tomorrow but sit up on the porch to avoid some of the bugs. I ( Read more... )

There’s not many things out there that can beat what I’m being allowed right now, but both my Master and Mother Nature ( Read more... )