I cant believe i fell for this again ( Read more... )

well its january, im 20 and ive been living down teh shore since july and i really hate it. Alex died on january 13 and i truly miss him. I have a new friend, his name is josh. we're best friends. ( i know everyone is thinking AGAIN!!!!) well he's awsome. we are always together and pretty much know each other really well. Why you ask is he only a ( Read more... )

so i dunno if i mentioned that i have been living down the shore for the past month and one thing has been really pissing me off... these "hxc" boys say "im so emo right now".. emo this emo that... damn shut the fuck up... people have emotions when ur hurt ur hurt... why must you be "emo" ... damn ( Read more... )

I don't even remember the last tim i wrote in this thing but i decided maybe i should start writing in it again. I moved dow the shore .. now i live with lisa and i am friends with her friends. and i feel like a loser, i don't know anyone down here.. and i feel bad about doing shit without lisa cause her dad is tight assed and doesn't let her do ( Read more... )

so i didn't get to see alex in the hospital because by time i made it back to belleville he was already in a BELLEVILLE POLICE DEPARTMENT HOLDING CELL. Amazing ( Read more... )

Alex od'ed the other night and nowhe's going to jail... I knew this was going to happen .. that boy thinks he's invinceable. I feel really bad for him but now hecould maybe get some help. As for his mom...i think she is a total pos. I personally don't think you should ever call the cops on ur own son... throw him out ofyour house ... threaten him ( Read more... )

Ixwish [11:28 PM]: did you get what I was saying before?
death2you732 [11:28 PM]: yeah
death2you732 [11:29 PM]: you have a crush on me
Ixwish [11:29 PM]: no i don't have a crush on you
Ixwish [11:29 PM]: i like you
death2you732 [11:29 PM]: awww
death2you732 [11:29 PM]: =D

I sooo just stole this from nick ( Read more... )

when you tell me how i make you feel ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of boys. And I am sick of being everyone's fucking friend. How about this fuck off and i hate you all. cept melissa ..and anyone else who is not a boy. and dave cause he doesn't ever count. Every single time i really like someone i am considered the friend. I am talking about every single time. Cuzm, mullet, eric, nick even joe. what ( Read more... )