with exams this week, i feel like this year is coming to an end. well technically it is...but meh ( Read more... )

ok so this couple of days has been interesting to say the very least. lets see... me and hunter are going to dinner tonight. which is good. he needs stability in his life...lol. ne ways.. today i had hunter and billy in the same class together....that was VERY interesting. but im not gonna lie...it was funny when coach made them be partners. i ( Read more... )

billy came over today to talk. and we ended up watching the cowboys get there butts handed to them. not a good game. charlie and billy talked alot of it. oh well, im not complaining. it was like old times....blah. i really wish he could get over that it was mutual. now hes saying it was my decision. wtf. i wanted to end it, yes, but i wasnt the one ( Read more... )

so on top of my greatgrandma dying, me and billy decided to call it quits...mutually, but it still hurts. me and hunter are talking alot more now though. the last thing me and billy did together was when my ggrandma died he came over to be with me. it was comforting. i didnt get to sleep till really late, but it was worth it at the time. it ended ( Read more... )

alot of things were racing through my mind last night...and today. this morning bren me journie and shelby went and got donuts. it was good, but i couldnt stop thinking. is it possible to fall out of love with someone you knew you were ment to be with? oh well. then we get to school and i see bethany and hunter. so of course i run and start talking ( Read more... )

i have school tomorrow. blah. i dont wanna go, but i have no choice in the matter.things are changing, and so am i...yet again. i get so frustrated with ppl talking behind other ppls back. all the drama i guess is getting to me. and no matter how much i wanna escape it, the thought of leaving highschool scares the hell out of me. hs is so sheltered ( Read more... )

the subject line pretty much says it all..but its true ( Read more... )

is it possible to hate someone so much that it hurts? guess so cause thats how bad i hate alesha. no offence but dont go around calling me afucking whore when shes teh one knocked up. thats fucked up. if she wants me to ruin her life/reputation/relationship/frienship, then i will. im not scared to start this with her. after all the nikki drama, ( Read more... )

how do you tell the person you love, that its not working anymore. i found out today that billy has had the stomach flu all break, which is why i havent seen much of him lately. but whatever. i cant believe how fast things are changing. people are graduating, friends are leaving. (ex)friends are getting pregnant. its all just alittle to overwelming ( Read more... )

so things are so so right now. me and billy are doing our own things. im starting to hangout with alot of old friends. which is good. i cant wait till tomorrow and they all know what im talking about. ne ways. me and billy arent broken up. its just i have alot to think about before this semesters over. this is our first break (from school), and we ( Read more... )