Just a small update to this fucking chaos. My dad is still (obviously) very sick. Dewey (my moms dad) broke his arm, we just found out that Rachel has Mono. My grandmothers are fighting, we are struggling to keep a stress free enviroment for the sake of my dads life (it could create another seizer) we may have to kick his mother out if she doen't ( Read more... )

I really wish I could give anyone reading this some good news but I can't. Life is...incredibly shitty for me right now. I'm ready and waiting for that snap, that break down. It will be a huge relief. I wish I could post good news about my dad, but, once again I can't. He has a very rare case of Brain Cancer and his head is pretty much full of ( Read more... )

Itwasn't a stroke. It was a seizer, though I'm not sure how they could have confused those. They finally found out what is wrong. He has a tumor in his brain. Hes getting it removed tomorrow. I feel a little better. At least we know what the problem is and we can move forward with it. I'm still terrified though. I never ever would have believed we ( Read more... )

My dad had a stroke last night. I was at the hospital until 4 am and I'm going back after I write this. We almost lost him twice and now hes making a recovery but there might be some brain damage. My little sister is tramatized. My mom has been crying all night. No one knows how to react or what to do, including me. My father came with in inches of ( Read more... )

Bittersweet memories
Always and constently dancing in my head
Like the gental breeze
All those whispered words and those that weren't said

Don't cry, your not alone
Don't cry, your not alone, my baby
Don't cry, never far from home
Don't cry, cause you'll always be my baby

Sometimes I feel like this world is more then I can take

Well, it finally happened last night. My baby and I went to get new tats and on the drive home we were pulled over. After giving the cop our information brian took my hand, took a deep breath and said, "baby... I'm going to jail" He looked like he wanted to cry. I kissed him one last time and the officer came back and asked him to step out of the ( Read more... )

I know this is shitty, but I don't want to say much. I am much to sick and not nearly enough stoned. Spent the last night getting jerked around. came to the realization that I am dreadfully counting down the days when my baby has to go away. Hes looking at a year but he'll likely only do 6 to 8 months. Still, I don't know how I'm going to handle ( Read more... )

You have a sexual hidden talent

You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.comLife is good, it seems the snow has come once again to wash our problems and lay a white blanket ( Read more... )

Sick today. Dyed my hair the other night back to black and red. It looks really good black. Gave Brian a mohawk. Did it while (once again) spun. Rode around with Nate and Brian. Running around, doing errans. After we dropped Nate off Brian and I went to smoke signals and he bought me this beautiful rainbowic and cystallized pipe. We grabbed some ( Read more... )