why does he keep coming back to my mind. i guess you just never can forget your first love and i understand that but 3 years later he's not supposed to be the only thing you can think about. its really sad i had a long talk with ashley the other day about him and all the things that happened and all the funny stories that she remembered about us. ( Read more... )

i guess i should really start writing in this again. it could really help me a lot. so my party was yesterday and it was pretty interesting i mean my family one was pretty good but my friend one sucked. i learned who my true friends are when most of them left because of not enough alcohol when most of them knew about my brother and his alcohol ( Read more... )

wow so i don't ever write in this but due the breakdown tonight i guess i'll write in it. everything is just building up inside of me like friends, prom, college, i can't take it anymore. I just want prom to be done and over with there is so much drama and friendships have been put to shit because of it and i'm seriously done. prom is tomorrow and ( Read more... )