The perfect smile - Hollywood whites ( Read more... )

Winters ice runs through my veins as daylight stabs my eyes
Yesterdays hopes and promises were all just pretty lies
Rising up to face the world my stomach just sinks lower
Emptiness and hopelesness make time go even slower
The door is open just a crack, the outside's seeping in
Forced to play an evil game I know I cannot win
Another day of tears and ( Read more... )

New GW: 98lbs. I'll wait until wednesdays over, god help me, but this isnt enough. :/

Nothing new. Hasnt been terrible, hasnt been great. About 106, 105ish. It will be 102 by Sunday.

What is up with the negativity? The way I see it, doing this with people who know every detail of your ed, exercise, b/p habits, diet etc is alot safer than doing it alone. I eat more when I'm on these sites that when I'm not and I lose more too. It's like, learning and knowing you're doing something about it relieves the guilt a little. I don't ( Read more... )

108lbs will be 107 tomorow. Cba to write it all in now, [screened] totally fucked me up today. I'm soooo tired. Going to fall into bed xx ( Read more... )

I've been keeping track of everything lately so I'm posting it all here and I can update/edit everyday ( Read more... )

So my tummy got over the binge and my weight just dropped :D back on track and heading for my goal weight. GW1: 107lbs (im hoping by tues) GW2: 104lbs (Saturday / Sunday) I'm going to try and stop there. I'm not sure how yet, but I dont want to be ill. I want to enjoy it. I want to finally be happy enough with my body to not feel the need to do ( Read more... )

Just ate a steam bag of birds eye veggies today. Brocolli, peas and carrots. I had no idea apple sauce was fat free so im glad I read the label. My weight loss just stopped after eating crap and now its going down like 0.2lbs per day. It's not enough for me :( I'm hoping that once my bodys used up the glycogen from all those icky carbs the fat ( Read more... )

I cant believe what I've just done. Not only did I binge, I couldn't get rid of it. I tried everything, and I mean EVERYTHING. It used to be so easy but it's been a while since I've had to and my stomach just grabbed it because of the fasting and restricting. I was doing so well, I was looking at this skirt online I wanted to buy for the summer. ( Read more... )