I'm sorry, you might want to ignore this post (lol). I'm gonna just be ranting none stop, and this is I know a little problem but still. I just want to rant. Hey, It's 1 in the morning. Why not?
   So this boy keeps saying I'm gorgeous and beautiful and smart and all these things I know I'm SO far from. And then I told him what I thought. Like ( Read more... )

   I am happy that most people have forgiven me on my outburst on almost perfect. And I'd just like to say, sorry about the post I put up before about everyone being mean, because I have come to realize, I was the true mean one.
   So now that I got that done, I'd just like to make a few updates. People change. It's a fact. Some people change in a ( Read more... )

 okay, so i have a couple things to say. im sorry i shortened anorexia to ana. didnt think it was that big of a deal but apperently it is so sorry. and next thing, okay people who are saying really mean things to me on my post....PLEASE STOP! i didnt do anything to you. sorry i use "like" a lot when im talking its a habit and im trying to break it ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm finally back from being gone for, ohh god, what, 2 months!? Not only am I back, but I'm a mess. I've gained so much weight, my cell broke, and I just can't seem to get this guy. Oh, BTW, I changed my profile picture to me, so now everyone can see what I look like. Yeah, I know, I'm FAT! Urg, I hate myself. I just with that ana wasn't such ( Read more... )

 My ever so happy life (not) is ever so joyful (not). Everything is going perfect (not). I love my life (not). This suit is black...NOT! (Hahaha sorry you would only get that if you saw Borat. But anyways...) Everyone is saying they hate me. I know why too. It's my past. Stupid shit I did when I wasn't thinking, and now its back to haunt me. People ( Read more... )

is there anything better in the world then seeing hip bones starting to apear? i think not! i am kinda happy cuz i can see im getting thinner but not thin enough. i really hate how im so flabby and my thighs touch. im so sick of it. i just want to be thin! 

 why must everything on this earth be so good? taste so good? look so good? why must every boy in the world love me AND hate me? WHY DOES MY BEST BOY FRIEND HAVE TO BE SUCH A DICK!