So I'm sitting here trying to type my Senior Speech, so I figured I would start writing some random stuff and hopefully it will come to me...might help if the padre gets off the phone ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a long time, and now I'm about to go insane with my life. Should we start with the guys, because then it will come better later ( Read more... )

so i was just playing around online...and i saw Ulich's myspace profile, and it was him and a new gf (or almost)...and it was weird and it hurt so bad! I thought it was all good I moved on, and now all of a sudden it all came back. I dont know how to describe it just like crushed me...but in a different way, like b/c i know i still like Ben, and ( Read more... )

So this is so aggravating....my parents are going to drive me absolutely loco. Mainly my mom, everything is about Ann, Ann this and Ann that...and I know I haven’t been her perfect child like Ann, but this is absolutely ridiculous. Like when my Dad says something good about me, it goes right out the window, because my Mom goes “Ann is so happy she ( Read more... )

So I’m so frickin frustrated, and it is driving me absolutely crazy. So to begin with guys suck (and there is not literally in a dirt way)... and I’m tired of not using people’s name. Matt is an absolute ass, and I’m so sick of it and of him. I don’t understand what happened, he will not talk to me or anything, what the hell did I do to you? And ( Read more... )

So the first few days of work and school... haven’t been to bad. But it was funny when I saw a few people...like when I saw Austin twins I thought of Ulrich, it was really weird...and then of course I saw Efren who makes everything happy, then I saw Derek who I hadn’t seen for like ever, and Kyle Huber (or how ever you spell it). Plus I smoothed ( Read more... )

Oye....I really am starting to hate being a Senior! So to start it all off, my old coaches told me that they don’t think I can play Division 1 softball, which has been like my entire goal in life. Then my Dad was like in order for me to play Division 1, I have to put on 20-40 pounds of muscle on. And I’m sorry put that is a little to much for me, ( Read more... )

Alright so I was driving to the dentist, and I realized that I was right by where my grandmother use to live. And so on the way home I thought I would go see that area. But I forgot what I was going to go bye. I went where Mike and I went a lot of the time and the the last time (not counting prom). Plus I decided i didn't want to go bye my ( Read more... )

So I was about to right in my other journal, and than oh, right my sister reads it...and now I’m glad that I didn’t use real names, actually I did earlier. Ann was like at least I don’t invite people over the house when it is a mess...which no one that talks to her would know of, so it made it obvious, but if she knew who it was she would’ve said ( Read more... )

Alright I'll begin with how my life is so messed up...and guys can't call when they say they will or after a date!! GOD it pisses me off! I just wish if a guy says they call you back than they will, or after you go out with them they'll talk to you...nope not the guys I know of course ( Read more... )