a new journal for a new year

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I'm havign alot of complicated feelings of rejection right now.

yeah whatever. last night made me realize how much fun i'm gunna have being single.
it is also to my advantage that i have HUGE boobs.
just sayin.

So last night I hung out with Mack. I'm kind of thinking it was a big mistake. I wanted us to get back together so bad but that's not what he wanted. He said he just couldn't do it because the distance was too much for him. I really wish he wanted to get back together. I was ready to take that leap. Its all I really wanted. Its all I've been ( Read more... )

mack and i broke up.

I miss my friends.
I miss Mack (even though he's coming home really soon).
And this week, all of a sudden, I miss high school.
And home. I really miss my dog and my mom.
And I really miss January/February of senior year.
I feel like throwing up and crying and screaming all at once.

I think I'm homesick.

I'm lonley ( Read more... )

so, i guess this means i'm back ( Read more... )

FRIENDS ONLY
and i'm not adding more people
so if you want to be added, well, then too bad