"As the ground is getting closer there is no point getting the safety net."

A lot has happened in my life after coming back from Taiwan. A lot of it is too private but I need to write it down. I need some sort of relief that I know I won't be able to receive from talking about it.

I wonder what everyones definition of cheating is. I wonder if ( Read more... )

"You won't see me change my mind, but I really wish that I can forget the way you are. You left this feeling inside of me."

I'm leaving for Taiwan tomorrow & I'm not ready yet. I haven't started packing nor have I bought all the neccesities yet

I have this urge to hate people who are so artistic. It bothers me so much that I rant about it over&over ( Read more... )

"I need a chemical fix to get a real life. You walk around in my head, smashing everything that I've ever said. There's no starting over again. How do you know when this is over? cause I can't get out from under, love isn't right, love is suicide. All the words we left are unspoken."

My life is boring so I find enjoyment in reading other peoples ( Read more... )

"we got problems, we don't know how to solve them. Broken hearts parade, I'm putting my heart on display. There's no mascaraed."

Good Charlotte isn't that bad anymore.

You know when I'm reading people journals, I really would love it if they wouldn't kill the entry by saying, "enuff said." I just feel like barfing, because I feel like I've just ( Read more... )

"i hope you know, you were my best friend. When I said goodbye I should have said hello."

I was just listening to a song by 張惠妹 called  原來你什麼都不要. If anyone knows anything about her, I remember when I was only in elementary  school when she came out with her first album. Her songs are so powerful that I actually get chills in down my spine. I lover ( Read more... )

  " hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?"

I always listen to the same songs, I haven't updated my ipod for 3 months now. There's not enough for me to write in this journal, and my writing seems so sloppy. so boring.

Back then, this journal meant everything to me, it was my way of coping with situations I didn't want to talk about in ( Read more... )

"talk, talking,but it's still talk. Say whatever you want cause I can laugh it off."

I have a midterm, & critique due tomorrow, but I'm sitting here writing. I have major writers block these days.

I have to write a critique about a play, The God Committee, but I didn't see it because it was sold out. Now, I have to improvise & it's horrible since I ( Read more... )

"break my fall."

SO I haven't written for awhile, and I've been meaning to write, but I get lazy. I have a few pictures I'd love to share..

I don't have much to say, but I will write more next time. I have to post a picture of this lantern Jake put up in his room for me. It was really sweet. & I will start posting my food pictures more often.


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"I don't know why you feel so bad, where is the life you wanted & still this horrid feelings grows & grows the way you want it to."

I haven't updated in so long, but I still read everyones entries. I don't know why I'm always so fascinated with other peoples lives, but there's some kind of curiosity about other people. People you've never met in ( Read more... )

"please, don't get me wrong because I'll never let this go, but I can't find the words to tell you. I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you."

So much has happened these few days & today has become a nightmare. It's the first time I think Jake was on a fine line to slapping me in the face. I think he wanted to punch me so badly ( Read more... )