Eminem ft Rihanna - Love the way you Lie ( Read more... )

 "Cause I don't know how to feel, maybe you should stay a mystery. I know you as well as anyone else. . . Careful now, you'll hurt yourself. Careful now you'll hurt someone else ( Read more... )

Jake said he needed a break.
I'm in Taiwan.
I actually have no idea what a break means.

I asked, "does that mean break up."

"I never said that."

....

I cried, I pleaded and non of it worked. I was actually surprised. I'm supposed to give him the time so he can notice that he misses me. It really ripped off my self esteem.

I almost wanted to crawl up and ( Read more... )

my  journal is a bit messed up. My font is huge ( Read more... )

I love this song, I think it was originally sang by Don McLean. It's such a beautiful song. Joanna Wang covered the song and it's just as beautiful.

Since LJ won't let me un-italicize, I have to post a new entry.

"Starry starry night, paint your palete blue and gray. Look out on a summer's day, with eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows ( Read more... )

 "no one's calling for me at the door. Silently, it's harder to ignore. Look straight ahead there's nothing left to see. What's done is done, this love has got its hold in me. Just let it go, one love can never be. I forgot that I might see so many beautiful things. I forgot that I might need to find out what love could bring... beautiful things."

I ( Read more... )

 "Don't fake yourself into ever thinking about yesterday. That was then, this is now."

Isn't it weird how time passes so fast?

I need to gather my thoughts, I feel like I'm falling again,  just like a couple of months ago.

I thought things passed, I thought I'd be able to get my life back together, sometimes a little goes a long way. I don't know ( Read more... )

"Kissing on magazine photos, those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean. Have I found you? Flightless bird"

There's something uncomforting when I sit here alone, silent. I start thinking about all the shit I shouldn't be thinking about. I start losing myself in how un-worthy I am to be loved by anyone. I wish there was another word for, "god ( Read more... )

"So there's a change in your emotions, & all these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind of the curls of your bodies like two circles entwined. & you feel hopeless and homeless & lost in the haze of he wine.... you don't care what you look like, the world is falling around you."

I want to introduce a fairly new band that I love called ( Read more... )

"You enter the room, you brighten the darkness my love. In moments with you, there's no ending or beginning with you. Move to the floor, the purpose combined my love like motions of stars, dynamic symmetry in mind.
Break my fall, I found what was missing inside you.  Always with you, connected by blood my love, the purpose fulfilled, you're my ( Read more... )