I'm not really sure what I intended to write, but here I am. trying to decide whether I am madly in love with the world, or it's worst enemy. It's strange how love and hate coincide more peacefully than most other things I've seen. I have a few goals that I've aquired throughout the day, most of which are what I believe to be quite plausable. and ( Read more... )

phil called while i was at the gym.
ahh! i hate my timing! darn you forces beyond my control!
DARN YOU!

EDIT: apparently according to zac, someone stole all of phil's CDs and his camera! holy shit. I never trusted that place..
but still, those are 2 things that are nearly impossible to replace:
pictures, and cd collections.
sometimes humanity

today turned out to suck. I think that I'm going to have to quit band because Mr. Decarlo is a lying bastard. I dont want to quit, band use to be fun, but when a freshman who can't keep a beat gets snare over a sophmore, who practices daily, all because the father of said freshman is friends with said band director- there is no pool of fun attached ( Read more... )

I am a loser. I post surveys.

( go throw rocks at a stop sign. )

okay, after thouroughly mourning the death of my essay, I slept on it, grew from it, bottled up pools of resentment towards technology that will undoubtably come back to haunt me in the future, and now I starting over..so be sure to look for the confounded thing soon ( Read more... )

oh my god.. I may kill myself ( Read more... )

I downloaded 'She waits' by the hal sparks band out of sheer curiousity, and after me and zac sat and scratched our heads a bit, debateing which voice was hal's and woundering if someone can be a million careers at once, we realised-

hey, this is pretty darned cool.

well, okay I decided that, zac may have just agreed because he wanted me to get off ( Read more... )

I'm freaking out.

I'm so frusterated with the way I look, and all the things that follow suit.

If I go on another diet, I will explode.

If I have to deal with my hair for another day I will shave it off.

I need advice in all different catogories of my life, or I very well may stay a hormonally-frusterated, depressing little girl foreverhelp ( Read more... )

there will be a day in which my journal will be friends only, today, however, is no longer that day. so Jack thearle can sit back and relax, but most of my entries will be friends only anyway. because I like the dictating sense of power ::evil laugh ( Read more... )

bah, I'm hungry, and there's nothing to eat in this house. me and my mom decided the one thing we have in common is: we hate each other, and that 'It's my fault my clothes don't fit right' a.k.a- she think's I'm fat. the summer is plowing on uselessly, but I would rather waste away in my room than ever step foot back in Serra Cath once more. I ( Read more... )