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I'm not sure why, but out of a sort of whim I made a new journal. Friends only for all you LJ folks. and why not? It seems like everybody and thier 3rd cousin have livejournal's these days. I added everybody I think, and if I didn't, well you can beat me with a big stick because I'm sure I meant to. so go there, add me, and help me ( Read more... )

My mother creates problems just for the sake of having problems to deal with. She's so much rather have some drug dealer street whore daughter who never listens to her and is in reehab every weekend. She wants to be able to parade around to all of her catholic co-workers, her painful stories of how she got through having a shameful addict or a ( Read more... )

I did the deed (and for all you dirty minded people I mean I quit band.) It was a hard decision and Mr. Decarlo tried to bribe me into staying by offering me future drum-majoring positions and dancing in front of back drops, but I can't do it anymore. Even though it looks 'oh so good on a college resume' it's not going to help me become a better ( Read more... )

Not wanting to do something, and then having someone tell me I can't do what I didn't want to do in the first place, makes me want to do the thing I had no intent of doing.
I hate the complexities of my mind.

and now, the soundtrack of the movie someone is watching in a paralell dimention about my life, enjoy:

Opening credits:ani defranco- garden ( Read more... )

I really think that the universe formed me wrong, and I was actually meant to be born as a gay man. I am very upset at this mistake of the fates. I hope they make it up to me in my next reincarnation ( Read more... )

you ever go into a movie with the bright-eyed intentionsof having to emotional stance on it at all, only to break down into pathetic girly tears the minute the heart wrenching tale of two lovers is spun upon its little blockbuster turnstyle? Well if you haven't, If you see the notebook, you soon will. Or, maybe I am just a pansy girl failing to ( Read more... )

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Yesterday me and the mini cheno trounced around the mall, generally wreaking havok and talking to cool psycic guys in various stores. I found a shirt for 5 dollars that has a beaver on it and says 'DAM' haha wildlife jokes, have to love them. Katie acctually gave me her old digital camera (ahh! excitement!) and we capitalized on the moment before ( Read more... )

rock a mic like a vandal

( whack a chump like a candle? )

you ever have one of those days, where you feel like you need a fresh start, but aren't even sure from what?

July 23, 2004- this is one of those days.

I have a cerial called Zen with cranberries. Even though it boasts that it's "all organic" I have a hard time believing it will bring me to a state of being one with the universe and peacefully ( Read more... )