Yeah well earlier i said i would write in here about my time at the concert and i had written a fockign long entry! and guess what...my comp focked up and erased it...it pissed me off so i started beating the shit out of my computer. yeah wel i shortened A LOT and you can read my wonderful time there in my other journal you know project_getfree. ( Read more... )

yeah. i just got off the phone with taylor. things are really not going well...its not her fault though, its her parents. none of them like me and i just cant deal with it anymore. i never get the chance to see her that not the way a relationship works out. its driving me nutty. well ive tried skateboarding before. it didnt quite work out. i tried ( Read more... )

the other entry was getting a bit long so i decided to finish it off on another. i had a facial yesterday. it was so relaxing. mystic chai spiced tea is really focking good. im havig some now. it was fun. ashlie caitlin and i went to the mall yesterday. we saw beth and kim and the glowing neon place that beth kept calling *putt putt*. my vines ( Read more... )

Hello there. Last night was interesting. well first off, taylor called. She sounded really focked up and what pissed me off was the fact that ok. theres this girl. its really obvious that she likes taylor and well she lives a few houses down from tays dad. taylor started noticing it too and said she would never talk to her again. well last night ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. it was a pretty cool day. it was quiet. i hung out with my andrew buddy all day because ashlie wasnt there. he is so focking funny. service was ok. luckily we only had one group today. Dude! there was this little boy well he wasnt that little he looked around taylors age but OMC he was adorable! i wanted to give him a hug but i didnt. ( Read more... )

Fock! sorry...hey there. im here waiting for my mom to bring me sour cream so i can eat my baked potato. i had a pretty good day. i was practically a trophy during EF and Casey like made me fall and run into a wall. after school taylor and i went to the mall. it was fun. she gave me a cute little bunny stuffed animal. im like gonna take it ( Read more... )

i copied this from ashlie who copied it from jake who copied it from some otehr chick and so on ( Read more... )

grrr...taylor is online but then again shes not. shes on y!pool but her it says shes offline...? weird. oh well. im listening to michelle branch and i feel mellow but really happy. caitlin and i are going swimming! yay! *looking for them pretty people* woohoo! haha! little monis and little jays just popped into my head! cute cute! im wearing my ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day! although i havent heard from my taylor at all. its okay. for once i occupied my mind. *clap*. you know i was thinking about why i always get jealous when taylor is with other people, i came up with a pretty good explanation. i like put all my feelings in prospective and thought about what exactly made me feel the way i ( Read more... )

you mother focking compulsive liar! say it "i dont love you!"(taylor thats you). although i do love you hence the reason im still letting you have another chance. not like it matters though, im stuck with you anyways. taylor said something that actually made me laugh. wow. now that is a miracle. really. it is. well its a little like um..yeah so i ( Read more... )