Just because we’re abandoned ( Read more... )

we can live beside the coean...
leave the fire behind
swim out past the breaker
watch the world die...

x.everclear

218 days until summer.

i feel drained. i feel like everything that i try and do is useless and meaningless, a feeling of shallowness and utter emptiness. im tired of questioning the present, looking with optimism to the future, yet knowing it is just a repeat of a shattered past. im sick of waking up and saying "today it might be a good day. today maybe we can set things ( Read more... )

Youre never gonna get it right. Youre never gonna get it.

Tell all the English boys you meet
about the American boy back in the states
The American boy you used to date
who would do anything you say

Okay no more songs about you. After this one I am done.
You're gone.

x.brandnew

im afraid to write what i really want to write here, because i know if i do, it will ruin all ive worked for these last 3 weeks. the end.

the bags ive carried tell the stories this cant describe. they have weighed me down and has become, in essence, a plague. everytime i carry them it reminds me of the last night, and the night before, and the night before that. it's not only the weight of one night, one month, one year... its since high school ended. and every time i try and rest, ( Read more... )

midtown saved.

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A return to innocence. A return to the days where there was only honesty and dignity, no backstabbing or insecurities. Hell, a day when the insecurities that we all commonly share today never even came to exist. When the sun forced us to put on those cool shades we got from pac sun, just so we could look bad ass in the incoming summer heat. Back ( Read more... )

its been rough.. everything. from jessica to tierney, to kevin to the absence of your roots, from moving to william paterson to the feeling of emptiness and lonliness within these 4 walls... its been fucking rough. since the beginning of 2003, life has been one wild, rough roller coaster. im not gonna sit here and re-list all the bullshit, but the ( Read more... )