today i set my desktop wallpaper back to the picture ive truly missed.

i know yall kerry <3ers like kellyann, serena, tierney, amy, sovs, ashlee, and so on, will <3 this


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i get more comments in my journal from emo entries than i do from trying to inspire the emo. i guess if u cant beat em, join em...

i dont know what the fuck it is lately. one day i feel great, the next day... well is just a bad feeling. i understand that everything isnt all happy all the time, but christ... its like total extremes for me every day. i dont know if i can take all of this. and i dont even know why im so fucking emo today. goth sigh. i guess its partly due to the ( Read more... )

today is probably my most positive day here yet at william paterson ( Read more... )

while im moving firewood with my dad, im thinking about the spring and splitting wood. when im walking on the frozen ground to get to my backward, im thinking about pushing the lawnmower around the yard, with the disgusting stench of sweat coming from my armpits that i fucking adore. while im running to my car with a big winter jacket, im thinking ( Read more... )

monday night, i walked in, and u hugged me. you told me you were really comfortable.

i guess tonight i realized why a hug from me was comforting.

but i guess in the long run, and in reality... it still all means nothing.

a few months ago, i thought a lot about... how things have gone since 2003. 2003 was a pretty bad year... from the let down in friends, to all the bullshit with kim, to the very end with nicole... it was a bad, bad year. i lost a lot of people i care about, and yeah, ive gotta admit, it hurt ( Read more... )

tonight i sat on the edge of the bed for a good 5 minutes. i sat and thought about a lot of the recent events that have happened since ive been at william paterson. ive told everyone ive been prettyu happy here, and yeah, i have been. i fit in well for the most part, ive met a few people i consider to be good people... but in general, it seems like ( Read more... )

FUCK BOSTON.

AND IF YOU THINK BOSTON SUCKS ASS, POST THIS IN YOUR LIVEJOURNAL OR BE A TRAITOR.