only 7 days of school left.
can't wait for summer.
i loveeee the beachhh & skimboardingg.

We're shocking but we're nothing.
We're just moments, we're clevar but we're clueless.
We're just human, amusing and confusing.
We're trying, but where is this all leading?
We'll never know.

schools almost over.
been goin to the beach aLOT.
skimboarding<3
friends are awesome.
license soon.
see my boy in 1 month.
im pretty happy :)

Im breaking Down fast & you can't Save me.

Merry Christmas Everyone.

so tonight i got offered a job, on the spot
at Abercrombie&Fitch...too bad im not 17 or else
i would have got it. yeah, it sucked, i could use
some money about now, oh well.

oh yeah, i get to go snowboarding next week,
for the whole week...imbeyondexcited :)

Fuck guys that make you feel like shit for something that wasn't
even bad and tell you to "act your age and be more responsible",
they aren't worth anything.

Thats why he's out and ive found a new boy who makes me happy
every time i talk to him...
i think things will work out with this one.
<333333

i love how i still have a rasberry from skimboarding
from last week. :/

im happy cause i finally got my permit today.

i love how its getting colder.

im happy cause im not as sick as i used to be.

i love how im flying out in one month to see my jason<3 and
my cousin/twin mel.

LifeIsGood.
<3

Here we lay again,
on two separate beds
Riding phone lines
To meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications
and misunderstandings, and missing
each other too much to have had to let go.

<3 I miss Him waY too much. Its not Fair.

Leaving for camping at McGrath tomorrow, its gonna be awesome,
no school for 3

Its my Birthday!! Im finally 16!!

Im leavin tomorrow for Pennsylvania and im not coming back until Aug. 3rd. :( Im gonna miss everyone, but ill have my cell so call me 3703349 and don't forget about me. Love you all <3 Beanz

First comes heavy breathing, staring at the ceiling.
Then what happens next i don't wanna know, i don't wanna know.
<3
i miss him already and don't know when i get to see him again.

-Tomorrow i leave to go camping at Leo Carillo until thursday.
If anyone wants to come down and hang out, call me, it'll be fun.

<3 Beanz