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new beginnings
I keep reading my old entries and seeing how sad I've been my entire life. There are many over-turned leaves where I tried to make a difference. I tried to be happier and do what was right, to be satisfied, even content, with my life. My attempts have all been half-ass, and therefore, futile ( Read more... ) -
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why is it that she's so pretty...and everyone likes her ( Read more... ) -
but I bet it's there...
p.s. so there was this one time that a guy came in and asked for an iced water. I got it for him and he was so appreciative and smiley that...i just felt weak in the knees. this doesn't happen to me often. He was just adorable ( Read more... ) -
I wish I had a front yard
I used to really write. interesting beautiful things. and people loved my writing. and i loved my writing ( Read more... ) -
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i always say I like who i am...but i may have lied. If I met a boy who wanted me to quit smoking and drinking and everything else bad that I do....and told me to get serious about God...I'd do it ( Read more... ) -
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so it's been like a year, and no one reads this...and i'm okay with that. i got sad and stopped journaling. usually the opposite happens. anyway...i think it's lame that all i ever wrote in here was about boys. i do think about other things. a lot of other things. i guess i never think they're as interesting. b/c they're not ( Read more... ) -
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my life is a mess...
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All you ATLANTA kids....mark your calenders in pen,
Amy Reynolds is coming down
March 12th through the 19th.
Ask off work, finish your homework as early as possible- please make time for me. You may not get to see me for another year, so let's plan some stuff and really make this special. My only plans so far...
Saturday, March 12th- *plane
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well kids...i'm single. I don't have to worry about wanting to cheat now. And I don't have to feel bad when my ex calls-and i tell him i miss him ( Read more... ) -
I said I was the worst girlfriend ever-and he didn't respond this time.
everyone misses something wonderful.
How can people say they have no regrets?
I'm not saying I dwell on my regrets, but there are always things I wish I had handled a little better. Hearts I wish I had not broken.
I'm such a bitch.
and in this next week ... I will crush him. And in this next week, he will cry. He will cry and I will turn my ( Read more... )