its been a while ..... since i have written in this thing.. i dont really know why i still have it . i think i got it cuz of sarah .lol i remeber that but idk so i guess i am supposed to journal... hmmmmm ok so bbal went well i made jv whic is good cuz only 11 guys out of the whole school made jv and i was one of them.. so thats cool but idk i jsut ( Read more... )

hey heather if you ever read thhese journals i jsut wanted to apologise because i didnt hang outwith you andi wanted to but on saturday this foregn exchange student from holland asked if i wanted to go to the husker game ... who would pass that up so me and him went and it was fun ... buti kept thinkng of how much of a bad frien i was to you and i ( Read more... )

i guess i dont really have any plain old subject but it has been really tuff i mean thes last well this last week you know partly becaue i got injured at football andi couldnt play so they moved a couple of sophmores above me but i will work my self up ..and the other thing is is that i had a really goood friendship or at least i thought it could ( Read more... )

i am getting sick and tired of this first of all it is never ok to lie to cover up with a friend and i will stick by that and take it to my grave.. if they need to "cover" up somethin then they shouldnt be in the situaion in the first place idk is that right or since i am the only person that says that i must be wrong well you knwo what jsut ( Read more... )

i think all that i jsut wanan say is that friendsd dont usually live with each other cuz they find out that there freindship sux lol ..yea soemtimes its weird you know youthink you knwo someone and yet they have all these little secrects i ma not saying friends should know every little dirty detail but idk it is so confusing i dont wann try to ( Read more... )

sweet jsut let eveyone read your part you know i didnt even want to go with oyu i didnt want to be with oyu guys all day ok so lets jsut get that straight eric i am glad you like haning out wiht erika but wtf anybody knows oyu cant get to knowa girl by watching movies all you really find out is what movies she likes lol and mabey thats important to ( Read more... )

i think its so funny how a couple of girls or guys liking each other can cause so much stress and confusiion granted i am not in erikas or erics position where i have to decide but i have been there befoer and yea it was very fun but i really really enjoy not haveing to think about thost kind of feelings and just haning out not worring about them ( Read more... )

so tonight sucked big time i jsut hate it when girls pull a stunt like that on me but it just seems to happen to me a lot and i now i am in a depressing mood which i wont be out of for a while and i sucks i jsut got me feelings and emotions in somethin i didnt need to get them in and now the got taken down and there is nothin left again ..... do u ( Read more... )

so yea i get home from bibel study get online and then talk to some people and wow yea these two girl hate me so much andi dont even know what i did but gosh whatever i did really pissed them off i mena seriouslyi didnt do anything this is so scary

wow so anyways i dont even think any of what i said on my last journal did any good with anybody so hear i go track went well today and i will share my problem today see eric knows this becasue i condier him my friend me and this girl started doing some pretty heavey stuff right and jsut last monday i called it off and i jsut told her i wanted to ( Read more... )