I'm spending another day at home doing nothing. It sucks. I spent the 4th at home, I spent yesterday at home and again today.At least I work tomorrow, Friday, and Saturday. Nobody is on AIM right now...sad. :( I mean c'mon,it's almost 9 isn't it? LOL...I'm just lonely. Nate didn't call me yesterday, which makes me wonder why. He's usually so ( Read more... )

Parents can make me so mad sometimes...they invaded my e-mail. I don't understand why. I haven't given them reason not to trust me anytime lately ( Read more... )

Wow guys...been a while huh. This has been the first free moment I've had to write since the last entry. No joke ( Read more... )

I have 37 hours until Nate picks me up for prom.

Oh...wow...Amazing weekend with Nate....got my first kiss, had my first few make out sessions...learned he likes me for me...even my pudge!!!! He said if i was a skinny girl cudlding would be no fun because he's have nothing to tickle and I'd be all bones. YAY!!! He realy likes me for me...and he respects me and my boundaries ( Read more... )

I just had a minor fight with one of my friends/sorta kinda ex's. He is so afraid that if the relationships I get into keep ending up in heartbreak, I'm gonna turn cold to all love and emotion in general except for anger and sadness. I don't understand why he feels this way. He hates the fact that Nate and I are together, and his only defense on ( Read more... )

Prom is drawing very near...I'm getting so nervous. Nate's gonna be here this weekend. He's staying the night so he can see the girls baptized and see me sing. I'm so exited! But my stomach is turnign cartwheels. I have no idea why I get so nervous being around him. He's just my boyfriend. It's not like he's the pope or Prince William...Oh well...I ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling that something bad is gonna happen, but you shouldn't care anymore, but you care anyway? So much that you lose sleep and are in a constant state of fear and worthlessness?

Probably not, but I am in that state of mind right now.

I'm not picking up the pieces....I didn't make the mess.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what do you do to get a guy to get up off his butt and get stuff done. Nate still has not ordered his tux for prom....I'm so afraid he's not gonna get it ordered in time. He keeps putting stuff off....it frustrates me so much ( Read more... )

Tanning hurts!!! I burnt a couple of things that should have been left unburnt....Owwwwwwwwwwwww