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so im coming home tommorrow. ill be home at like 11.hopefully kristin is sleeping over. ill find out tomorrow morning. i want to see mikey so bad. i didnt get him pokemon stuff. but im coming back during summer and will have money so tada! i still need cigaretts. fuck. and i gained 6 pounds. fuck me. fuck food. im determind.

happy birthday vicck ( Read more... )

so its 11:30. new years. im on the computer. going to sleep. nothing. shoot me. damn.

i need a pack of cigaretts. now. cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts cigaretts. end.

i miss little alex. shayne. kristin.

<3

japan untill the 8th.

...i was in the hosptial for a while. im fine now.

<3.

so i made a christmas list. i dont expect to get any of it.
x.money
x.anything to do with thursday [theband]
x.take me thrifting
x.hawt stuff

..ask?

christmas is going to suck.
life sucks a lot right now.
grrr. end.

...i think i may add to the list later. maybe not. <3.

after a while, i think everyoe starts hoping that people will eventually evolove into kinder and more generous humans. but instead all i can see is these people becoming more and more selfsih, unkind, and cruel. no one gives a shit about you. no one is going to be there for you in the end. we all die alone. all those bestfreinds you had always ( Read more... )

i need to drop out. soon. as soon as possible. be done with high school. work for a while. get a car. go to college. be done in 2 years. and then disappear. im done with this town. im done with all of you. i cant do this. i wont fake it. i do not care for your friends oppinion on my decisions, i do not care for yours. i know i want to be left alone ( Read more... )

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fat bastards at my school will die. prick.