Angel

[forgotten_exile]

She belongs to the world

Comments

[twiggythe2nd]

is this about a particular person?? or is it just a random thought flowing through your mind in an endless river, showing that you want love, you need love and showing what you would feel about your love.

[forgotten_exile]

i dont know i think that it just be some part of my subconciesnous surfacing. the part of me that actually knows what i want. the part not so drowned in sorrow. buried in despair and self loathing.

[twiggythe2nd]

i had a good response to this, then i realized it sounded kinda stupid, so im not gonna put it up here and im going to try again, hehe.
its something in your mind that wants to break loose, and it will eventually, its starting to release itself through your thoughts and on through your hand into your writing, trying to let the world know how you feel.

[forgotten_exile]

ya i dont know what it is. sometimes i just cant tell what im thinking or where its coming from. i dont know what i want. i confuse myself with my own thoughts. my ideals and moral boundaries constantly intersect and overstep each other. they contradict one another to no end. my mind is sick with the effort of holding in thoughts that no one can hear.

[twiggythe2nd]

i can never completely tell what im thinking, only when im think of emily can i know for sure. all the other time, so many thoughts run through my mind, so many worries of something that is not bound to happen. they erase cut eachother apart, and store themselves in deep pits of my mind, piled high, to be read again someday, but cut the same way they had been before and lost in the bottom of the pits they were once in, they circle this way forever. some so old are lost and never return to the circulation, but they are still there waiting for the moment that they once again will be seen. i cant express myself enough in any way about anything unless i write it down, and i would have to say, livejournal has helped that. now people can try and understand how i feel at the moments i choose.

[weatheredtome]

I dont care what you say, I will recomment on this post. I really really like this poem. i was reading through some because I love poetry and I dont get time to actually read old posts. You are really good!