ahahahah i havent been on livejournal in like a freakin year. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i wonder why. i guess somewhere along the way i got to busy and got a freakin life.

have u ever felt that at any moment u might explode with rage ( Read more... )

Despair clutches the tattered remnants of my soul ( Read more... )

She belongs to the world ( Read more... )

Tonight i cry for the children ( Read more... )

Of stone were their bones made, of the sparkling veined stone of the mountains. Their flesh was meade of the shining salts of the earth. But their hearts were made of hearts of wise men ( Read more... )

no one is on-line and i am all alone with my thoughts. something that scares me beyond belief. because when my mind is not distracted it has time to consider things. i become more and more depressed. my choices and fuck ups catch up to me and bring me down to the bottom of a well of despair. a hole from which there is no return. death is imminent. ( Read more... )

i dont have much to talk about today i just wanted to tell u tanner. that i got a wicked awesome jacket and u will be seeing it monday. its pretty cool. when i found it i was like "wow" then i was like "hey its on sale" and then i was like oh ya! hehe. but ya. i like it. its not like really cool its just plain. soooo.... i have been in a real funk ( Read more... )

for the longest time i have been without a relationship. its somewhat relaxing. its this sense of freedom and carelessness that can never be found while tied down by the bounds of a healthy relationship. Though i love single life, it is not without its downsides. i love freedom, to be free of social obligation and the guilt usually associated with ( Read more... )

This week has totally sucked. i have been so depressed that i have wanted to hang myself with the cord of my mouse. now i know that this sounds harsh but the stress of school and my homelife is just fucking tiring. in the last month my stepdads mom and my stepmoms dad have both died. very emotional in my house. and now my stepdads dad is sick and ( Read more... )