Comments | forgottenman: Ah, is this the right room for Abuse?

forgottenman

Ah, is this the right room for Abuse?

May 23, 2006 13:39

Sometimes unkind thoughts come into my mind like a flood. My internal editor dams (damns) them, sparing the world, protecting my self. There is no question of whether or not I like these thoughts-I can't afford that luxury. They simply are ( Read more... )

tourette's moment

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valgarth May 23 2006, 17:50:06 UTC

I'm not sure what it's worth, but I thought I'd let you know that I get that kind of noise in my head all the time.

I had a bunch of other stuff to say here, but it all sounded (read?) like tripe. Suffice it to say that I'm with you on this one and I get it.

forgottenman May 23 2006, 21:51:40 UTC

Y'know, that's actually worth quite a lot. Surprised me really. I didn't think I was looking for affirmation ... but there it is. so I'll take it. Thanks.

valgarth May 24 2006, 10:11:21 UTC

No trouble. I didn't think you were looking for anything either, really. I just kinda thought you might like to know you're not alone in this.

squid_pants May 23 2006, 17:59:13 UTC

I think it's quite clear I hate all humanity and it's therefore wise of all to think malicious thoughts at me.
You don't get to be a pariah by being a great guy after all.
So, sling away, I've heard it all before and it's all true.

forgottenman May 23 2006, 22:00:41 UTC

Well, I'm not looking for targets-just a spitoon to empty the poison into. and see if my misanthropic visions can withstand the light of day. or find their way home.

gafaunt May 23 2006, 19:38:17 UTC

i'm with those before me...abuse away friend!

my head is filled with horrible things at any given moment. words, images, cartoons...you name it, if it's bad it's in there (a result of of reading graphic books about serial killers in grade 3, being on anti-psychotics in utero, who knows! who cares!)...

often (and usually at inappropriate times, like meetings with the VP, or industry folk) it spews out and people look at me funny...so i laugh and they think it's all jokes...but...

it's not.

adrian_urquhart May 23 2006, 21:59:43 UTC

Yeh - and they laugh, and then you smile vaguely and increase the internal volume of your venomous tirade.

gafaunt May 24 2006, 17:40:55 UTC

hahahaha, you must live in my head!!
(or have one similar!)

forgottenman May 23 2006, 22:09:52 UTC

I don't know from jokes so I'm just trying to tame the spew.

I've had a few drops of acidic spittle squeeze through my teeth recently so I'd really rather try to embrace and understand this better than suffer the inevitability of going full-on retardo.

Good to know there's some godfathers in the mosh pit with me who know how to soak up the abuse and help up those who're down. Thanks.