Waking Up Is Hard To Do

[forgottenman]

The more I re-open myself up to emotion, the more I remember why I closed that door so firmly, so long ago.

[music
|"Do you want to take a life? / Do you want to cross that line? / 'Cause it's a long way back from Hell / And you don't want to go with me"]
[intoxicants
|caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, ...]

Comments

[mightydoll]

a-men bra'

Being a whole person doesn't always suck, though.

[valgarth]

That's much like what I was going to say.

It's hard work and it hurts a lot sometimes. It's worth it to me in the end though.

YMMV

[forgottenman]

s'Funny, the pain I can stand. this time 'round. Avoidance is not overcoming.

It's when I open my eyes and see the world without excuses, the tears well up and I wonder what the fuck I'm doing this for.

And then I remember my friends. I do not need to call you everyday or spend every instant of free time with you for you to know who you are or how much you mean to me. ... and maybe one day soon I'll learn how to properly express that outside of maudlin LJ responses.

[forgottenman]

"... to me ..."
"YMMV"

Disclaimers, Dan?

...ah, just teasing. couldn't say it with a straight face.