yeah so i suck at being able to update this shit...but hey what can i say ( Read more... )

hello all. sorry iv been outta commision for a while. i got in a really b ad car accident. i didn't call ne of you cuz my cell phone was smashed. yeah. my moms 2005 white nissan altima is dead. tottalled. it was a head on collision in the rain. i was hit by a 76 year old black man who went against the traffic. it was very scary. but i'm ok ( Read more... )

well hello there world! been a while hasn't it. well things are going..................well. there going. lol. nah. for the most part my life's alright. having some inner termoil (sp?) but it's ok. my fam is great...i'm sure zach tori and shelly would say hey if they could right now! got a cell phone yesterday. right this down...remember ( Read more... )

that's right...fuck pepole. i hate fucking people. do'nt you hate those days when you are talking about something....and then eventually you end up doing it....or it ends up happening to you. yeah...i hate that. i spent the entire weekend being pissed off and upset abou tsomething...then fucking it happens. girls....i'm bi. but that doens't ( Read more... )

ok...took two of these. one while denying being sober and the second when i succumb to being sober...so hre you go....look at the difference.

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i'm stealing this from one of my favorite people in the world ( Read more... )

holy mother of god it's early. look....look at the fucking clock....it's fuckin 8.45....but i's ok. Ena me and a friend had a fucking awesome time last night! we're such dorks.

and for the record...patsy cline does rock!

DAMNIT!!!!!MOTHER FUCKING FAGGOT PIECE OF SHIT ON THE GROUND....FUCK!!!!

tuning my guitar up to play it today....fucking E string breaks!!!!! and i don't have another set nor the money to buy another set. so i'm stuck playing power chords on the lower strings...no more fun stuff for gizmo. grrrrr.....! damnit! just damnit!

new poem on my website. read it if you care to....

go for it.

www.gizmostarre.cjb.net

i'm so tired of being alone.

nuff said.

you suck.