Ok so it's been a while. I haven't updated since I went and cleaned out my last apartment, sometime around mid May. I told Misty an update was coming so here it goes.

Professionally speaking, work is going well. My team is performing at well over 300%, and we just surpassed the company goal of a score of 80 on an internal audit, with a score of 82. ( Read more... )

So today I went and cleaned my old apartment, to get ready to turn over the keys. I wasn't intending on anything special happening, just gonna clean, wear the iPod and knock it out. But while cleaning, I began to think... way too much probably. My life has changed SO much in the past year, 13 months since I moved into that place. Moving in, I was ( Read more... )

I feel right now, like there are these searing wounds that burn across my heart. They throb and ache with each passing second, and pulse of my blood. And as each new dawn brings a new day, I start to believe that through the night perhaps the cuts have healed just a bit. And foolishly, for a day or two, I begin to feel better. I deceive myself into ( Read more... )

It has been more than a little time since I last updated. I must admit I had hoped to update under better pretenses but alas, such is not my life. Since my last update, and within the last two months, I have ridden the emotional rollercoaster of life from it's highest point to it's lowest. And right now, I am somewhere in between.

I guess I need a ( Read more... )

I wish I was as wise as I am now, only six years ago. And when I say that, it's not so much about knowing what would happen in my life, as it is about, having the knowledge about human relationships. The recognition of when a relationship is sick, from the very beginning. When the ever important, sacred truth, is hidden and covered in malignant ( Read more... )

Hmm. I feel like I have so much to say but at the same time nothing at all. I am trying to coax the words from within but they mustn't be ready to flee yet.

I have this sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's not the same kind I get whenever something is going to break my heart. That's a different intuition though it resonates in a similar ( Read more... )

Sooooo...

an actual update. Life is pretty crazy right now. Last week my divorce was finalized, so I am officially single. It feels strange and good at the same time. I haven't been single in 5 1/2 years and boom. I have to start dating again and I almost wonder if I know anything about it. The complicated mechanics of the female form are incredibly ( Read more... )

Before I die, I want to lay awake on the beach at night, with someone I love and talk underneath the stars. The sounds of the surf, the water lapping at our heels, entwined with our voices, lulling us to an uninterrupted slumber. Yet in each others arms, we will stay awake somehow, laughing and sharing tales of our lives. The stars will burn only ( Read more... )

Life... What's the meaning of it all? Why are we here? I guess at some point or another we all have stopped and asked ourselves that question. Has anyone reached an answer?

I have always had goals that I have strived for through my whole life. In school, it was "Work hard, get straight A's, become Valedictorian and get into college." Then in college ( Read more... )

It's been a couple days so I figured I'd update. At work again. Yeah yeah. I know. I have an awesome job. I agree. I am very lucky.

I wanted to wish everyone Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. I hope it is memorable for everyone in a good way. Personally, this will be my first Christmas alone. It's going to be a rough one. I think I will spend the ( Read more... )