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An Unfortunate Event
I often find myself being much too contemplative. It's probably a trait of mine that I would consider negative. One of the few. Only because I tend to overthink situations, or so I am told. The "what if" situations tend to overtake my mind and engulf my heart in suffocating madness. But the worst part is that one of my scenarios is almost always ( Read more... ) -
Forever We Will Be Hollow
So it's two months and twelve days in... and I still can't believe how happy I am. It's uncanny because I know that I have never felt this way before. I can't imagine there is a feeling that is more powerful than this because this consumes me. The passion that I feel that wells from the depths of my soul is enthralling and it ebbs and flows. When I ( Read more... ) -
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How Can This Be?
Well... I am sicker than a dog... horribly sick. I hope I feel better soon cause this is excruciating... but now that I've put that out of the way.
Tiffany... I didn't know that it was possible to love someone as much as I love her. If I had thought I was in love before, in previous relationships, I must have been sorely mistaken. Because this has ( Read more... ) -
Breathtaken
She loves me...
Wow. I didn't think it was possible...
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I am in love and fight to hold my tongue, fearing these words would run out and ruin something as it is much too soon...
Met her wonderful little girls today, and immediately fell in love with them as well. I adore children and these two are perhaps the most amazing two I have ever met. And they too fell for me.
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Wrong...?
So my anxiety... my sixth sense... was it incorrect for the first time ever? or did I misinterpret it because of nerves? Or have I yet to find out what it was that caused it? I am a bit puzzled...
In an exciting and unbelievable turn of events, I have somehow found the most amazing woman I have ever met. And she is now my girlfriend. And ironically ( Read more... ) -
This Damn Precognition...
Just as things began to look up...
I will learn of something in the next... 72 hours, I assume, that will break my heart...
Perhaps by calling it out, I can draw it to the surface sooner... I just felt I had to say something because the stagnancy of allowing it to chew at my already damaged heart was excruciating.
Fuck this endless cycle of pain...
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A Broken Heart
So I recently learned on a doctor's visit, that there is something odd about my heart. I had an EKG, wore a holter for 24 hours and went back yesterday to receive what I thought would be the results.
No results. Except the fact that my heart rate is very low. Sometime my heart beats but once every 2 seconds, placing my resting heart rate at a mere ( Read more... )