Why must I be so weak? Why must I care so much when all I really need to do is let go and move on? AAAAAHHHHHH.

Still. I cannot wait until this weekend. I know it's going to be wonderful, just like tonight. I don't know what is going to happen, but at this point...I don't care.

I need everyone's opinion. I need to know which one you like better.


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So I just thought I'd share this with you...


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I miss you so much, and you'll never know.

The thought of a day off has never made me happier.

I hate Florida. And I hate work. Blah to all of it.

I need a shower. Then I need sleep. Goodbye.

Everybody has something that makes them lonely; that brings about that need to be curled up with someone.

For me, storms do it.

It's been storming for the past hour.

It's funny, I thought I'd be heartbroken when it all finally came to an end. That I would feel somewhat empty. However, all I'm feeling is somewhat stupid yet relieved. I realize now that I hung onto him for so long for all the wrong reasons. Yes, I cared about him. However I put up with being treated badly because I was afraid. I didn't want to ( Read more... )

There's no better way to get over someone than to find yourself in the form of the opposite sex. To connect with someone on so many levels and have so much in common with another person is extraordinary. To be able to open yourself up completely with absolutely no effort feels so great. I never noticed how much I did not have in common with Craig ( Read more... )

I should not be losing sleep over you.