i don't eat
i don't sleep
i do nothing but think of you

you keep me under your spell
you keep me under your spell

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its like you're around even when you're not around, everywhere and nowhere at the same time. you float by and around me, without effort - someday you're going to have to explain to me how you do that, how you are the air; how you move things without moving (how you move me without moving) and you are constant motion. maybe we shouldn't speak of it ( Read more... )

its an emptiness that you hope to share
and keep to yourself, sometimes you speak
of days when you won't need so much, no
you won't need anything, sometimes you speak
of wanting but we're all so sick of that
of hearing, of needing to hear you say
you won't need any of us

life has a way of taking from you

it hurts more than it feels right
but i know that it's more right than it seems
and it hurts far less than it feels

just keep repeating maybe someday
maybe someday, maybe someday, maybe somedayand maybe not. keep your head up and ( Read more... )

i'm finding out what to say
sure - slowly, but surely too

and there you are, all aglow
glowing, with your arms out
and your hands upturned
say hello to me
come here
or i'll come to you
either way

i don't know what to say anymore

get over this
hurry the fuck up
almost there,
almost there.

quite now, don't say a thing
it's always in the dark that these things happen
i like the look on your face, quiet desperation
and so much wanting, searching, finding
here, in the next room over
we'll bring ourselves across the gap
we'll hold hands and move our legs, but barely
our knees knock together, we breathe in rhythm
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