Yay, for once I have pictures for you all! But I'm warning you, I don't look too great...so don't say I didn't warn you.

( my mom caught me writing in my journal... )

What's the season of love if you can't have everything
what's the reason of love if you can lose everything
what's the meaning of love, it's a crime if anything
what's the meaning of love, it's a crime, it's a crime

I'll never be the pretty vision of life.

I don't know why I thought I ever could be.

I lie on the floor, staring at the ceiling. My hands and feet go numb from the cold air surrounding me. I stare at the light, waiting for it to fall down on me. It's not getting any closer. Nothing seems real anymore. It's like a movie with scripts and all. I'm impatient with the light. I stand up and walk to the bathroom. There's a person waiting ( Read more... )

I'm not a liar. and I don't need to prove it either.

I'm soooooooooo in love.

.sigh. I only wish the feelings were...mutual. wouldn't that make everything better. if only he still felt the same. if only I'd have known my feelings before. oh well, can't change the past ( Read more... )

yeah, love is a verb here in my room, here in my room, here in my room. yeah right incubus. maybe in yours....not mine.my eyeeeeee4ee twitchde. i . pillshahahahahahahha yeah he's avouiding me. hahahaha fuck him. anyway i just realized my head is tilted while i type this. my head feels weeeeiiiird. hahahahahhahaa. dlkjam damn i can't type right nwo ( Read more... )

so looks like I took a shower for nothing. ugh, and I was supposed to go to the game tonight but I can't find a ride. no one would dare use precious gas to come get little old me. oh well, no one wanted to see me anyway. yay another night alone....it's really fucking cold in this house. I can't stand it. ugh ( Read more... )

Ugh. I don't know know what to say. It's 4 in the morning and I can't sleep. Mom and Dad are outta town till Monday. I had to clean some stuff to get ungrounded. I wanna go get drunk ( Read more... )

So I'm grounded and not supposed to be on here. To cut a long story short, I got drunk Saturday night, didn't get home till 8 in the morning, and am now grounded (but they don't know about the drinking part). The story is actually really funny. I don't even know all of what happened. Most of it is black. But...yeah.

I can't get on here or talk on ( Read more... )

I've seen you at night biting the frost of silence. Can you cure us of this fate?He was on speed and it was awesome. He drank some of my Mountain Doom and said, "Whoa, that didn't help...my brain feels like it just did the wave." I had him paint a third eye on my foreheard in the parking lot of Meijer ( Read more... )