so if you haven't heard by now im going to maryland and im going to be a terp. i'm beyond excited and can hardly wait. school is ridiculous and exams start next week. yay/ew. 3 weeks off of school is going to be bangin minus all the test taking. whatevs. so basically im just REEEALY ready to bizounce. love you!

monique.

things are really spectacular because i don't do anything anymore. i have never been so happy to be bored. high school is basically over for me. i do what i need to, but i'm really ready for a new chapter. but with that new chapter comes confusion. im really confused and stressed out about college. i don't know what to do and where to go. i know in ( Read more... )

I got into college and it feels great.

hey bitches. im like half awake, but its cool. things are pretty swell. weeks go by so slow and weekends feel like .4 seconds long. superbowl was ill. good job mick jagger, you could be my grandpa. he shakes it like a saltshaker andddd he's over 60. ok i really should be going. just wanted to say hello and that i need to get into a college soon. ok ( Read more... )

i'm just really tired. buy me some root beer. i need a fake id.

not much has changed from the last entry, except for the date. everyone is still bothering me a lot and im starting to think that i just need to get out of here as fast as possible. i can not wait to go to college and just leave this place for a while. i'm starting to suffocate. i mean, i'll miss you all but everything is really starting to get on ( Read more... )

canker sores and college applications suck. and thats basically all my life consists of at this moment in time. everyone's distant and i miss the way things used to be. sometimes i feel really alone but then i realize i don't care because soon ill be out of this place and ill see who my real friends are. im a hypocrite though because ive been ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow and i just wanted to let you know.

i love you!

so mood says im stoked. but im not really. i just like keep on getting stoked for a possibly good day. each one has pretty good potential but so far ive come up with nothing. i mean its not like ive been having bad days, but i guess they just havent been anything worthwile. this year is really boring and ridiculous so far. i really loathe going to ( Read more... )

sometimes when i look back on this summer i feel like i didnt really accomplish anything and that it was a wasted summer before senior year. but, then other times i look and i realize i experienced so many great things that really will have a lasting impact on my life. i got to do things that a lot of people dont do in a lifetime. it really was a ( Read more... )