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[formaldehyde___]

I get my hopes up for too many things. I rely on what I shouldn’t and when things go wrong, my feelings get hurt immensely . I’m basically addicted to Vicodin again and I can’t function without it. Thoughts are racing through my mind and I’m beginning to question everything. I would like to believe that people don’t hate me but for some reason, I

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[hyper_activity]

hello texas. it is 4:02 am. i am still awake.

i'm sorry life seems shitty. apparently i'm not too helpful at 4 am. so i'm gonna give this a whirl tomorrow.

jessickah

[anonymous]

Everyone feels that way.
I do at least. I just cope with it differently. And keep it to myself, because I dont like depressing other people with my views.

I tried calling you last night, to ask you out.
You were 'pre occupied' though.
But you would have said no.
And now its too late anyways.

Eh everyone just shits on me and I've been expelled from the 'group' of us.
All my friends have abandoned ship, and you have too, I believe.

[formaldehyde___]

Sorry, I didn't answer.
I was busy and stuff.
But, I don't want to go out with you.
And I don't know why you'd ask me that
after like, a week of shit.
Seriously.
It's just your way of securing me so I won't leave.
And that's not happening.
I don't feel the same about you anymore
and quite frankly, it's time to move on.
You've hurt me far too much and showed me that I can't trust you
and those two reasons are the basis for everything.
So, please don't call me anymore.
Or at least for right now.
I have far too much going on in my life.
Bye.

[attachdathelips]

and then she like called the very next day. whata lame-o. sorry i accccccccccidently hung up on her..

jessickah

[formaldehyde___]

eh a relationship consists of 2 people. i dont go meddling around in yours, dont go meddling around in mine. just common decency: if you dont have something to say, dont say it at all.

i know you care about melissa. in my own fucked up way i do too.

Re: jessickah

[attachdathelips]

good you shouldnt cuz i dont go fucking random guys and being a sleezy whore online. relationship?! too bad ya'll dont have one. lame...lame i say. oh and i do believe...i can say what the fuck ever i want, so fucken suck it.

[formaldehyde___]

The truth is, dear, I have no relationship with you.
At all.
You try to sound smart, but instead you just sound like a stupid fuck.
You wouldn't know a thing about selflessness.
It's not even a part of your personality.
Most people hate you, get over it.