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[formerfetus]

my self-esteem is about [here].
(that's me waving my palm very very close to the ground.)

my chest is clenched up and i feel like two bucks maybe, and that's only because i just took a shower

Comments

[elena]

You are not worthless. I don't know how else to say it.

[barely_smiling]

i hope you feel better about this whole thing.

[maika_75]

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time with this...be kind to yourself, this is a big thing you've gone through. I promise it will get easier though.

[magnum_opera]

E-huggles to you.

this is magictoymissing, by the way.

[weepingorge]

Well, yeah, an abortion is a big deal, but remember it's only a big deal like your first period or something. You get all emotional, you're filled with crazy hormones, and they make it in to a very poor episode of one of your favorite family sitcoms. Someone should have bought you the book where Curious George goes to the hospital and gets his tonsils removed, but replaced the word tonsils with fetus. Unfortunately people think OMG abortion, and get hyped, because it can't be helped in a society that thinks of that rice sized goo drop as OMG an innocent and precious life and sex as OMG slutzorz. No one brings you a bowl of ice cream after an abortion, like they would when your tonsils come out, but they should.

Put a smile on your face, paint a picture, hang out with friends, listen to Le Tigre, do all that shit you have to do when just plain depression hits you, cause kid, it ain't that bad, and it will get better.

[ladydiana]

You make an excellent point but you're leaving a HUGE difference out

[weepingorge]

How can you compare a mass of cells the size of a grain of rice (that was the stage at which she aborted it, and when most people do - go to the store, find a grain of rice, they're small), to the complex emotional thing which is a human life? Would you keep a brain tumor for the same reason? Are you hesitant to swat a fly because it would violate the "culture of life"? Have you taken steps to preserve the numerous actual human lifes that are troubled and suffering in this world? If not, shut the fuck up.