so i went to PA. it was fucking amazing. brooke is amazing and we had the best time ever together. we always have the best time ever together. because he is the best. he took me to the mercer house and to the ringing rocks. very very neat stuff and very beautiful. still did not have an official philly cheesesteak but thats ok because ill be back ( Read more... )

"Heaven knows what will come next ( Read more... )

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my heart hurts

the way the leaves are rustling with the breeze
the way the air is so cold
the way the sun is setting increasingly earlier
the way the weather tells me fall is coming
the way the days will grow shorter
the way the nights will grow longer
make me miss my brooke more and more.

i just got back to northern california last night ( Read more... )

here i am in slc visiting my brother and his wife and his daughter and son. the kids are so freaking cute. lauren is now 2 years old and shes a whole bunch of fun now since shes not just clenching her fists and making bubbles anymore haha. david is the newborn, hes only 3 months old so hes in the clench fist and make bubbles phase haha. theyre real ( Read more... )

aloha ( Read more... )

at last. i am going back to my apartment in riverside today. ill be driving back, and will disappear from the face of the earth for a while since well 1. i wont have internet because its already disconnected from the apt. im currently in in preparation for moving and 2. BROOKE IS COMING OVER!!!!! awwww WWWHHHEEEE!!!! im so excited. so. if you wanna ( Read more... )

My divorce from dependence ( Read more... )